Retail Exhibition

our baby- ROSE MALLOW project

front view of rose mallow

with the lecturer, madam azlin

Wah.. The semester break has begun! Just 2 weeks for me to prepare for the next battle. Perhaps and hopefully the final battle to face. rasa macam baru semalam masuk mmu, macam baru semalam aku tinggalkan zaman persekolahan. Time flies, my life changes even don’t

feel like really ready yet. But still… it’s beyond my control. I used to hate it, but now I kinda feel like get used with it and try to fit in and be as flexible as I could. With God will ya…

Ok! This entry is about the retail exhibition. Aduhai.. how time flies kan? Cepat betul, last time sibuk dengar azra, qilah bebel-bebel reminding me and asking me when to do the library model. We always postpone it. i mean me, syafik and julie since we are in one group for this project. Ada je benda nak buat, ada ja halnya. Guess, when we started to do the model? 2 days before the retail exhibition. Gile? Yes we are...

the groupmate with our bestie, subba.

with azra at her library

The first day buat model tu with Julie. Obviously, it looks awful and really can tell that the library model is a last minute work. Even I myself can’t even look at it. Haha. Sori Julie, we had tried our best kan? Time tu masing-masing buntu dengan masalah. Keje nak selesai cepat dengan FYP lagi kan? So.. memang outcome nya akan jadi camtu. but this moment that I’ll miss the most. Buat keje last minit.

Early on the second day itself, Julie came to my house and we tried to finish the model ASAP. Julie hasn’t done her FYP yet and we have to burn the softcopy of FYP into cd. Evening, she got back and syafik came to see the progress.

Guess what? He got shocked. Memang cepat dah siap tapi sangat serabai.haha. Then, we decided to re-do the library.. ya! I was damn tired but as I worried that ours will be the ugliest and serabai-est model, so I agree je lah. Fortunately, my FYP is almost done.

The whole day trying to finished up the model. Sleepy but what to do, kena gak siapkan kalau tak, nak tayang apa kat exhibition tu nanti. Hari pertama aku buat dengan Julie berdua sebab syafiq ade hal kena balik kl, hari kedua pula aku buat dengan syafiq. Julie datang pagi tu then she need to compile her FYP since the due date for FYP tu same date with the retail exhibition. It was damn tension. Even aku dah wat awal-awal sikit tu pun kelam kabut gak, mana nak print mana nak burn cd la apa. Gile kusut hidup time tu.

BUT.. it all paid off. After the hard work dan tak tidur langsung tu….sempat gak we all settle everything on time. Alhamdulillah, and we did very well for that ‘last minute project’. thanks to madam azlin and fellow judges. Seriously, I didn’t expect that, doing that crazy thing and get great marks in return. Really worth it. Bayangkan la betapa cuaknya time tu, risau takut tak sempat siap je library model tu. Again, how time flies huh? It’s like yesterday hearing the mumbling, worrying about the undone library since everyone had started and our group is still zero, thinking of the date of exhibition which is the same day with FYP submission, and so forth. Now? I’ve passed it all. Sekelip mata. Speechless I am…

syafik and julie

me, doing the write-up for Rose Mallow Project

Retail Trip

The main purpose of the outing this time is because of the retail report that need to submit on 6^th April. As refer to the title, we all have a great trip during that fine day (11^th march). WE are me, syafik aka duckie, jujue, azra, khei and julie

Retail trip report for 5 locations in Malacca which are:

1. Kampong Jawa

2. Bukit Beruang Night Market

3. Jongker Street

4. Madam Kings

5. Little India

Our favorite lecturer, Madam Nurazlin aka mama Lin told that we can do the trip together with friends but the report will be accessed individually.

Tapi ada cerita kelakar pula, tiba-tiba time aku nak buat report tu aku confused. We are supposed to describe the four principles of retailing concept for the selected places. It’s about customer orientaton, coordinated effort, value driven and goal orientation. Ok, aku memeningkan kepala orang lain pulak ni. Basically, it’s something like this la.

I tried to ask some friends and they told me to check the MMLS (some place where the students can download notes from the lecturer and where announcement will be made for the specific subjects). Duh.. I sounds complicated.

Well, I just wanted to tell that the lecturer had uploaded/ announce one love letter given by unknown students that asked about the retail report. But, he/she sound rude to me. To not mentioning who are they and claimed that he/she is behalf of their friends or what so ever and the worse part is he/she was like trying to teach the lecturer pula. Adoi! I don’t know, after reading the email that’s the only thing came to my mind. Mama Lin kata show yourself la kan. plus she won’t reply to strangers. Lebih kurang camni la the lecturer reply. Ya la, be professional. There’s nothing wrong to ask. Tapi apa salahnya to show some respects and do it properly. Tak da nama pun.. cam mana?

Then I saw another announcement from the lecturer and it’s called ‘suggested format’. She sounds a bit mad (i think so), saying that the format is for our guidance so we can have a better and clearer picture how to do the report. Sangat membantu kan? That’s why she is our favorite lecturer. She is fun. Her class is entertaining, interesting and same goes to her assignments/projects. She tries her best to help us get high marks for coursework. Seriously, just do as what she said. Mesti ok punya lah.

I took several marketing subjects with her. This subject, Retail management is one of the most fun subjects for marketing students sebab assignmentnya best. 10% for retail trip and 40% for retail exhibition. Both projects are very interesting to me. Kalau lah retail trip haritu jadi ke Kelantan mesti lagi seronok. tapi tak jadi, sebab tu ke melaka sahaja. apa-apa pun, this trimester memang agak challenging la yet interesting.

p/s: during this trip aku beli topi. hehe. then makan-makan. xsangka pula ada kedai jual satay and rojak mamak kat situ. the food was nice. tapi mungkin sebab tengah kelaparan kot.

finally!

is there any 'finally' word for me. fuh! life is so much fun right now isnt it? i had so much pleasure with life i live in.

*TETTTT!* that's not the right things to be said. ya. i am happy in some ways. unfortunately, i am currently STILL busy with study stuffs.

1. Final year project/research-the subject is for final year students. ini salah satu subject yang paling buat aku saket kepala. i've done with FYP report and submitted it yesterday BUT! i need to print and submit the harcover before next friday. and i need to do the presentation. ya. that's what marketers do arent they? this subject made me forgot that i need to sleep, eat and drink. i forgot! seriusly.. buat buat keje, suddenly the sun is rising and i was like, hell! i havent sleep yet. luckily its over. tomorow, i have an appointment with the gang to do the hardcover. hopefully everything goes well.

2. finance- written report doing Budget Malaysia 2010. i don't do finance. what did i do? just hentam and crap whatever i feel like reliable for the budget. haha. luckily finance subject have no presentation.

3. E-commerce- the assignment is basically we need to set up a b2b business and we have our own website sells our product. manek manek chantek is the name given. submitted writen report for e-commerce and there is a presentation for this subjects

4. strategic management subjects- written report was submitted and the presentation is tomorow and e-commerce presentation is the day after tomorow. what a life huh?

5. strategic marketing- my major subjects. tiring class yet interesting. wah! i have presentation and critic session every week for this subjects and basically there are two assignments that you need to do. first is the case analysis which you need to presnt or critic about the cases and secondly you are required to do the marketing plan for your business. the class is from 6pm to 10pm. what you expect? there are 6 groups in this class. so most of the assignments are group base which the lecturer decide who the groupmates are for you. however, the class is over now since its about a week plus for the final exam. and my last presentation for marketing plan was ok. so, enough about this class. will proceed to other subjects

6. retail management- my other major subject for the semester. the assignments is individually and group base. for the individual, we need to do the report for selected retail outlet in malacca. which we have done it and this asignment contribute 10% of the coursemarks and next assignment with 40% is retail exhibition where you need to get involve in designing the library of 21st century. the exhibition is for 2days and will be judges by the panel which are the other marketing lecturers. this assignment has caused me to stay up to finished up the library model and luckily it didnt turn out the way that i expected. i was expecting to be scolded for last minit work. am i that kinda person? now im wondering... hmm

except for the subjects and assignments i have other things also to be considered. which are:
1. career development camp- a course of 3 days 2 nights at asahan regarding how you will be interviewed and so forth.
2. marketing dinner- especially for marketing students who seems to be graduating soon.


p/s: currently not in the mood or forgot how to mix up color in the entry of my blog. so, let it be this way la. lagipun bosan la. nanti ramai gak yang dah nak grad and leave me with another sem here with 2 subjects left. alah! bosan bosan. harap harap termakbul hasrat nak ke KB this holiday weyh! naek KTM. syiok kot. atau mesti penat. but after all. tak kesah la janji dpt jalan!

in deep shit

gila aku ni!! I forgot that the duedate to submit my part is today. damn. i was supposed to do it earlier. what's in my head? i was currently busy doing the budget, SPSS and my FYP2 chapter 4. i received an sms reminding me of this matter just now and i was like 'damn' 'damn'. now, i had to focus and do it ASAP. omg! bye. got to get back with the assignments.

week 9 of the semester/trimester

well, i am currently in the 8th week of the semester. next week should be the week 9 for me. and as usual, i have plenty of work to be done.

benda yang dah biasa di gembar-gemburkan oleh aku adalah 'aku sangat banyak keje'. (ye. macam aku sorang je yg banyak keje. orang lain mesti ade lagi byk keje yang menimbun dari aku.)

there are two midterm exams for that week. finance exam is on wednesday and e-commerce exam on saturday. and the worse part is, i have presentation on tuesday night. this is killing me. can't i just get rid of this all? (ya. even i know the answer, but i would like to keep on asking the same thing again and again in life).

nampak macam simple. tapi orang yang mengalaminya sahaja yang tahu. presentation tu pasal case study. this time it's about Electro-Products Limited. dan keje tu kena start dari awal, tak boleh last minit. sebab ade banyak kena buat bile kita present. report, slides, preparation and findings...dengan meetingnya lagi. berapa kali meeting, pastu bukan sekejap-sekejap je boleh dapat outcomes and solutions kan? kena gak discuss betul-betul to ensure that everyone is clearly understand about the case since we are going to present it and to explain it to others. the hardest part is when you do wrongs, people will bomb you for sure. there will be two groups that will critic the presenter. there must be. the tips is, you must not commit any mistakes, seboleh yang mungkin. kalau tak. menjawab la. (tapi mesti la still ade salah here and there. we are just a human beings kadang-kadang ada benda yang kita tak perasan). tu belum dicampur dengan q&a sessions dari yang lain pula. fuhh! tension weyh. seriusly. masuk la kelas strategic marketing ni. korang rase sendiri.

bukan itu sahaja. yang paling benak kat kepala aku setiap hari tentu lah final year project aku. sebab subject ni tak ade kelas. senang-senang je kita boleh alpa. so pandai-pandai ko la nak buat keje tu bile mase. kalau ko tak beringat alamatnya memang kiok la. aku tak abis lagi distribute questionnaire. orang lain dah nak start analyze data dah agaknya. lembab betul la aku ni!! takpe takpe another 100 more to go. hope that i will finished it all instantly. bayangkan aku dah cari 200 respondent untuk jawab questionnaire aku ni dan dengan pertolongan rakan-rakan juga la (terima kasih banyak-banyak tak terhingga). kenangan, malu gak nak tanya strangers kan.. "sorry to disturb. do you have time? will you help me do my survey? this is for my final year project. thank you".

ni untuk week 9 je. belum duedate assignment and all. melambak gile. otak aku ni dah berserabut dan tak bersusun. hah! dengan assignment finance, retail untuk buat library model lagi, marketing plan, strategic management, nak study final lagi sebab start akhir may dan bla bla bla. ada lagi tak yang tertinggal? haih. kepala pun dah naik bingung. perasaan pun dah makin berkecamuk!

tension? dah tak tension dah~. dah lebih dari tahap tension. dah macam dah meletup pun ni kot. nasib baik la the end of week 9 tu nanti probably on sunday nanti we all nak picnic!! harap-harap jadi la ke PD. bestnya! boleh bawak bella sekali. santai-santai. bella jarang keluar, kalau keluar pun memang biase ke pantai je. excitednya!

now, aku kena kuatkan semangat untuk hadapi semua hari tu supaya dapat ke hari picnic tu nanti. betul tak kawan-kawan?

candid picture of mine snapped by Qilah in strategic marketing class and heaven yes! i'm intense that time cause i've been trying hard to prepared myself for the presentation (case-Quaker Oats Company: Gatorade and Snapple Beverage)

p/s: alahai. tak sabarnya nak share cerite april fool. nanti la baru post entry april fool tu. hehe.

break!

i had a week of holidays for midterm break. this is what i've been long for, to finally get rest and finish my work without a busy life of needed to go to class and meeting for assignment.

before the hols begins, me and friends had gathered to discuss what should we do for marketing plan assignment and for that, i've been left with works for the hols. unfortunately, i fall sick and my lappy was infected with virus. such a damn damn situation isn't it?

however, everything is under control now, with the help of some friends and family support, i manage to handle it all. thanks to them. too much things happen beyond our expectation rigth? i'm getting better and my lappy is ok now. so, i decided to start with tons of works that waiting me.

i need to study for finance and e-commerce (midterm exam), need to finished up with the questionnaire for the Final Year Project, i have to finish up the assignments (retail management trip, marketing plan, study the Aligator case, Finance, etc etc). damn! it is too much now. (i 'damn' on things too much am i? sorry. no offense) luckily, im getting better now. or else i can't even do anything with this unwell body. i will only be lying down and do nothing. that's why i hate to fall sick. the time is tick tacking so i need to get going. all the best and have a nice day to all!!

p/s: try clicking at the ads on my left side of blog. it's about showing malaysian are united. i don't quite understand it. hehe. but what i'm sure is there will be something going on on 28th March from 8.30 pm. so.. beware!

oh my!

this is the final week of the hols! boring! thinking i haven't done this and that during the break. gosh. ergh! geram. masa betul-betul jeles dengan aku ni.

(from left: mocha, siti khalijah, azra, aidli 'alin' mosbit, and julie) after 'Gemuk Girls' theater at KLPac

& subba. new year outting


& syafik/duckie.

(from left: mocha, julie, irene, and kila) before charity concert 'music love children'.

& bryan. during charity concert 'music love children'.

(from left: sofie, irene, julie and mocha). after 'Gemuk Girls' play.

at the jetty for azra & nocha birthday celebration

(from left: aizek, li ying, dhepan, mocha and qila). during 'brand management' discussion.

above are the pictures that snapped last trimester. probably will meet the same person again in the pictures next trimester. hopefully. the previous sem, i took 4 subjects with 10 credit hours (which consider a lot and quite hard for short trimester and i never done that before since i only took the most, 3 subjects for short sem). well, what pass is pass and i've passed it all. luckily i manage to handle those 4 subjects.

just a quick review, what had happened the previous trimester.

- 'Gemuk Girls' theater at KLPac. (joined budak-budak yang amik theater as cocu)
- 'Music love Children' at main hall mmu. mmusic charity event for PERNIM. i was one of the crew under special task. peace!
- 2 presentation for Brand Management subject. oh, and a creativity to brand the team. the team name is 'Beckham' cause we are meant to be group no 7. it was fun though we look like 'poyo'.
- took National Dance class for cocuriculum last trimester. and i watched 'dance performance' at mini Malaysia, Melaka for report purposes.
- been very busy and intense with FYP1 (Final Year Project 1).

so, new trimester will begin next week. it's my second last trimester before i finished the study (cepat betul masa berlalu). lot of things to be done. benda dalam kepala sekarang ni adalah FYP2, BBQ birthday party, and vacations. need a lot of money, thinking/discussion/ideas, and time (especially).

p/s: welcome back to mmu students! may the new trimester be better than the previous trimester. good luck!

wake-up call!!

time is moving faster each day,man. there are so many things to be done at time which make me feel panic, piss off, and many kinda feelings come altogether. this is really sick! tired of all this. can i just make it stop even for awhile? gosh. this life might be tiring for me but hopefully all this worth. does everyone felt the same as me? i'm now on holiday, semester break but there are tons of things to do.

i need to do my FYP 2 (study SPSS, develop the questionnaire, do more research), playing games, settle the PTPTN stuff, window shopping(especially to survey the phone to replace nancy), helping at home, helping at shop, helping mama prepare kuih for the tender, search for chord, license, prepare for the bbq birthday party next sem and many more.

however, the most essential thing to do now is my FYP 2 but i am so malas to do it though. *sigh. well, supposedly i need to meet the lecturer during the hols but i do nothing. i don't want to be scolded in her office for not doing anything and come empty handed. i am currently finishing the first week hols with doing nothing. haha. i 'm busy finishing the 'dinner dash' game untill the 2nd round going to 3rd now. and wake up late everyday coz i sleet late the night before. apa nak jadi ni? wake up! wake up! girl, u are wasting your time u know???


p/s: i realize i might end-up tired because of less rest and i might be sick and feel so damn malas lagi if i continue this kind of habbit. entah la.when hols come, i always try my best to rest the whole hols since we only have a short period of hols man. kusut la mmu ni. so i take the oppurtunities to revenge masa-masa yang tak dapat rehat time semester start due to assignments and all. ergh! geramnya.bye!

test! test! test!

aku terlibat dgn MUET test. fuh.memberangsangkan tak ayat pembuka kata aku tu? huahuahau. penat la dengan test,exam ke ape ke semua ni. dah agak bosan. MUET ade 4paper as u all know la kan? reading,listening,writing and speaking. speaking test ni lebih awal around 2 to 3 weeks daripada test-test yang laen.

while in the waiting room, everybody dress appropriately. as said in the exam slip.tu pun aku tebace dah last-last minute. aku pakai cam smart casual je.time nak grab heels tibe-tibe rase mcm lambat pula.so aku decide utk pakai seliper je.tibe kat waiting room semua org pakai kasut.haha.padan muka aku kan?siap ade yang pakai formal lagi tu.mak aiii.tapi nasib la ade geng.one of my guy frend masuk waiting room lambat.dia salah venue.awek die cakap kat tempat laen.nasib dia cepat sikit.so, dia pakai seliper juga.dia tanya soalan yang aku nak tanya dia gak.kenapa diaorang pakai formal?mungkin boleh dapat extra marks kot.apa-apa pun.nasib baik la aku tak kena bar dari test tu sebab pakai seliper.hehe.tengok! sampai ke situ imiginasi aku.

speaking test susah? kinda. some said that i had an interesting topic to elaborate. oh, didn't i mention that i've taken the speaking test.today. and to me, i was sux. whatever. past is past rite? focus on the other paper from now on (ah.cakap je). so, the topic sounds a lil bit like this 'the greatest transformation in life'. im the candidate c (tu pun nk ckp ke?) and my point is electrical appliances. and hell! im not sure what is the meaning of that word 'appliances'. ahah!luckily we had a chance to ask the invigilator. what a start. my individual test wasn't really good seperti yg aku ade bace dlm buku, individu mmg agak susah daripada group presentation sebab mase group, we get help from others kan?man.. i was left with 20seconds speechless.pointless.mula je ckp excited then suddenly i become so blur.blank.sebab point dah abes ckp.ive tried to add and think of other point but it doesn't come out.haha.

abah told me to improve that flaws.i was gelabah n terburu-buru.i shouldn't.dari dulu abah da cakap.i look too confident when im panic or nervous and my voices will be damn loud and clear.haha.memang nampak macam melampau. and sometimes i look pale sebab nervous.(need make up to cover it huh?).padahal dalam hati dah macam nak gugur jantung ni.that is me.will try my best to improve it better.susah la nak berubah.however, i feel so relieve that i finally overcome the test.whatever the results, i would accept it.aku dah lalui semua tu.so, aku juga la yang kena tanggung akibatnya.wish me luck for the next exam.

and it ends

management accounting1,
macroeconomics,
business law,
marketing communications,
marketing research
marketing information and technology
(3last subject are my major subject)

this trimester (same maksud dgn semester utk ipt lain.mmu lain sikit sebab we all ada 3semester in one year) i took 6subjects. these subjects sangat mencabar but i learnt a lot through this 6 subjects. mungkin sebab aku dah nak dekat-dekat final year, subjek jadi makin susah. tak tahu la untuk orang lain tapi aku memang susah nak bawak subjek-subjek sem ni. kusut. well, sebenarnya tujuan aku nak cerita pasal sem ni dan pembelajaran aku yang semakin merundum ni.haish

kebanyakkan subjek yang aku ambil sem ni ada midterm exam.kecuali untuk marketing research dan marketing it. walaubagaimanapun, aku rasa semua subjek tu buat aku rasa meluat sebab ada banyak assignment.untuk major subject aku memang satu kewajipan untuk ada melambak-lambak assignment.paling kurang pun 2assignment.

untuk subjek marketing research, tak boleh nak buat assignment last minute. kena ikut schedule and plan dia dgn betul. dari awal tak boleh ketinggalan. subjek marketing it pula, kena buat blog dan website plus ada quiz and presentation. sudah la aku rabun it, pening gak kepala nak buat assignment ni.tapi alhamdulillah assignment blog kitaorang dapat markah tinggi juga la. (http://thekazas.blogspot.com/) tak lupa juga ucapan terima kasih kepada yang membantu dalam menayakan assignment blog ini.hehe. last but not least, marketing communication.ada 2task yang diberi pada kitaorang, we need to submit the report and we need to present one of the task given. dah la grupmate lecturer yang decide. that was the first assignment, the second assignment was an event. all classmate need to participate to organize an event which is 'consumer fair'.

untuk 3 subjek yang bukan major, bukan lah nak kata tak penting malah lebih penting dan mengusutkan kepala. nak-nak accounting.aku dah la sangat membenci accounting subjek ni. tapi yang penting sekarang exam da lepas. sekarang tinggal lagi dua paper untuk aku jawab. macro dan marketing research. harap-harap semua boleh jawab.amin.

lepas habis exam ni, [GDO] dah plan nak jumpa. biasa memang kitaorang mesti jumpa before cuti.mmu cuti tak lama.cuti sem kitaorang paleng lama pun 3minggu je.tak pernah merasa cuti lama-lama atau berbulan-bulan macam ipt lain.kitaorang dikerah setiap masa sampai lah kitaorang habis study kot. awal-awal dulu ada la cuti 5minggu, lepas tu je dah tak ada lagi cuti lama. tak pasti apa sebabnya.

sekejap je masa berlalu. dah nak masuk 3tahun aku study.kalau ikutkan tahun depan aku dah graduate. insyallah. bulan june ni aku dah jadi senior atau lebih cool dipanggil budak final year.haaha.makin tua rupanya aku.tak sedar.rasa macam baru semalam kenal dengan subba,dan yang lain-lain.

terasa malas nak cuti pulak. sebab masing-masing akan balik hometown. lagipun cuti aku cuma seminggu sebab praktikal aku start 2hb june selama 4bulan.dah bersediakah aku ni? gerun je rasa.tak pa la, sekurang-kurangnya aku dapat berehat dari exam untuk sem depan ni. cuma mungkin ada masalah dan halangan lain yang terpaksa aku lalui sebab aku still ada report and presentation yang perlu diberi pada lecturer. doa aku agar semuanya berjalan lancar la untuk aku. bertuah gak aku dapat tempat praktikal dekat melaka siap ada kawan lagi. seronok la sikit

so, sem kali ni memang membuatkan aku rasa diri makin tua dan aku semakin hampir di penghujung. kerja aku makin melambak-lambak. sekarang je aku dah kena start cari bahan untuk subjek lepas praktikal aku nanti. FYP (final year project) ada 1 dan 2. segala pengajaran yang aku dapat sem ni, akan aku ingat sampai bila-bila. pengalaman happy dan tak happy pun akan dikenang selalu. aku masih dalam proses belajar. sekarang aku tersenyum, teringat segala yang berlaku sem ni. i will miss all my friends. happy holidays! ni la yang aku rase setiap kali hujung sem.tak reti nak describe feelings ni. till then.have a nice day.take care

BOB2024

hari ni mmg sgt la xbest.but luckily xm aku ok.walau pun satu soalan tu cam xdpt nk jwb..soalan pun tricky jek semua.alhamdulillah...selesai satu lagi xm.tinggal lagi 2 ppr.major sbject pulak ni.kena strugle gile2..

hari ini,julie buka rumah aku..seronok mkn ns lemak same2.plus mama pun wat ns lemak utk surau taman ni.lpas bungkus2 aku mandi dan tidur kejap.bangun2 je..online.patunyer kena stdy.haiz~

sbnrnye hari ni sediih buat aku..tuhan je tau..xder tmpat nk aku ngadu.semua org bz dgn hal maseng2.ade comitment maseng2 dan ade mslh maseng2..aku sbnrnye perlukan seorg time ni.hrp lpas post blog ni.ok la sikit.rse la jugak terluah ape yg terbuku.mcm2 aku pikir skrg ni.bertmpa2 mslh melanda.tp aku maseh bersyukur sbb aku tau tuhan maseh sygkan aku kerana die bg dugaan ni kat aku.aku redha.hrp akan ade la hikmah di sebalik setiap musibah.amin..

aku try utk ckp dgn org laen.luahkan kat deorg.tp aku pun xtau kenape suare ni tersekat..cam xtercakap.ntah la..aku perlu tangung sendiri agaknyer.xper..aku percaya tuhan dgr luahan aku ni.dan kamu yg sedang membaca blog ni jugak.

kenape la sukar sgt perjalanan ni.?smpai kadang2 buat aku lemas jek.nk lari dari semua ni.mslhnyer,xboleh.kena juga hadapi semua ni.naseb ade mama n abah serta fmly.ade org yg lebih ssh berbanding aku ni.maseh juga xbersyukur..

fortunately, bella is here with me.always be by my side.i cry to her n told her everything.sedih aku smpai tersedu-sedan.ringan sikit rase.sian bella.dan disebabkan itu lah aku sgt2 menyayangi bella.smpai bile pun dan ape jadi sekalipun.bella adalah salah satu harta aku yg dpt buatkan aku rse senang sikit.release~xdpt aku bayangkan kalau nnt bella xdpt nk tlg aku lagi.heish!

skrg ni aku perlu stdy.perlu toleh kedepan.jgn jatuh kerana mslh atau musibah.dunia ni sementara.akhirat yg kekal selamanye.mslh2 yg aku pikir sgt2 ni mslh dunia..lebih baek pikirkan mslh yg akan aku hadapi kat akhirat nnt.haiz~

ya allah...ampuni la segala dosaku dan berkati lah jalan hidupku.amin

BET2014 [exam]

xbest betul what im going through today...pagi pagi da terlambat nk ke exam.haiz!.bangun bukan maen lagi pagi.dr kul4.30 pagi da bejaga.stdy la konon.bace la ape yg patut tp mcm xmasuk jek.tp aku sumbat2 gak kat benak kepala ni.kusut!

pegi xm keluar awal..nmpk ade org kantoi bwk 'toyol'.kesian gile..da nk keluar xm hall tapi kena tahan pulak.syg gile.kalau x mesti da lepas da!hahaaha...da naseb.nk buat camner.

lepak gile da la dlm xm hall tu aku ngantuk sgt2 babeng.air cond lak tu.mmg sedap buat tido.da la kepala blank.lpas xm aku da janji gan julie mau stdy.so lepak rumah die stdy.ingt nk tido dulu tp hampesh..xtido penyudahnye aku amek2 gmbar la.stdy nye xder pong.poyoozzz...sikit jek la stdy pun.

ingt nk stay lame2 tp aku kena balek pulak ade hal mustahak[hal wanita,xleh nk share2]hehehe...balek rumah je aku terbongkang cam ape.suh adek aku kejut kul 4.45 sbb time tu aku tido kul 4.15..xder maknenyer.aku terus terlajak smpai kul7 baru bangun..haha.adek aku kate die da kejut tp aku yg xnk bangun gak.die tgk aku kepenatan gile...mmg muke org tido yg penat plus aku berdengkur..huish..jgn heboh kat sesape wey..huhu.slamber~

mlm tu mcm biase activity aku ikut mak aku gi kedai mber die.borak2 smpai dekat kul 11 ni ha.huh.bukan maen pnjang lebar die berbual.aku da la kena stdy utk xm lagi tu.ade ppr jumaat sabtu.so kena stdy 2sbject sekali gus.what a nightmare.aku borink betul!ape nk buat..da naseb.

so..tu je la kot.till then~