2011 preview

January of the year. the brother's marriage. at Kuantan and Melaka. Alhamdulillah everything went well though we've been busy with the wedding arrangement and mama had to undergo operation for she had met with an accident during along's big day. Not even the whole family but the neighbourhood had traumatized with that incident. mama's story been told in one of the local newspaper 'metro' if i'm not mistaken.

the family for Kuantan's side

February of the year has been wonderful cause the month is the shortest month as compare to others. well, I've been working with Ambank since Dec 2010. busy with training and stuff on Jan, and Feb is when i start doing real job as a personal banker there doing sales. I had an enjoyable moment there with the branch staff of Ayer Keroh. They are very good to me. We have an event during February as our local activities the picture below shows our event for chinese new year.

with Ambank Ayer Keroh branch staff

March of the year. i have love my life,my job and getting prepared for my wedding end of the year. So, been to Johor to met with my bestfriends there and also went for friends wedding reception back in Pontian.

bestfriends: ayu,nazra,me and jiah (from left)

April and May.(since i can't find any picture for April. hehe. so i just combine) i notice that it's always about my job. well, this job is kinda fit me but i hate target cause it's hard to achieve.seriously. so, te picture below is the picture of our event for the month doing outside marketing.

with Ambank staffs

June. the month i've been waiting for. We Went to Puket, Thailand. the place is so beautiful. feel like wanna go there again. went there for only 2 days and have to rush back to Malaysia cause of work. there's an important convention for sales people of Ambank. well, it's sort of worth sacrificing for cause the event was held at marriot hotel. If not because of this convention I might not have the chance to stay there. pfttt ;p



Something good also happens to me during this month. israq mikraj, 29th June I have accomplished my past 4 years resolution. You all can see my new image that I'm comfortable with right now.



my best cousin got engaged during this month in batu pahat johor.

at Phuket with them

I, Ambank staff at marriot hotel





cousin's e-day at bp

July and August. Ramadhan for muslims. had went for several free break fasting from customer and clerical staff of Ayer Keroh branch had their bonus and treat us this lovely iftar. well, when officer got their bonus we also went for makan-makan again for iftar.

Eid-ul fitr at enstek sepang and batu pahat johor. this year merdeka day and hari raya fall on the same day. unfortunately i got no leave. haha. well, i had enjoy working there during raya. nevermind.

iftar with Ayer Keroh staff

with younger sister and the cousins

September also one of the month that i've been waiting for cause i had to travel to Bandung Indonesia and i have to admit that i had already fall in love deeply with this place untill to the extend as soon as i got back to Malaysia i booked another ticket to Bandung for my honeymoon with the husband. though the plan been screwed since the husband didn't notice that the passport will expired less than another 6 months. i can't tell how frustrated i am but that is past. we're going there again this New Year 2012. he made it up at least.

at bandung with them Ambank Ayer Keroh and Semenyih staff

October had been hectic for me. every of my weekend had been filled with so many activities especially for preparation of the wedding. the very bff had organized a surprise bridal shower for specially for me. i feel so blessed. thanks a lot to them. one of the surprised given by my ex bestfriend since i think she's no more my bestie la during this month it was a news of her getting married the next day of my wedding day. she already promised to be the bridesmaid gile gelabah nak jadi sangat pengapit pastu ntah apa-apa last minute baru bagitahu. well go to hell with that. Important is at least i know who stood by me during my big day. thank you family and friends.

my best cousin got married on 9-10-11 at batu pahat johor.

bridal shower

ella's reception at bp

November was my big day. 19-11-11 was when i got married to the love of my life and that was when I entered to a new phase in my life. very big beginning throughout my entire life. though obstacles are so much had comes along the way i am proud to say that we had stayed strong together. thanks to family and friends for all the big help and for those who love to condemn and spread so many bad influence about this relationship and marriage, thanks cause you are just making me realize how i have to stay strong and not to fall of your so called judgement. i give a damn but to take it as a chance for me to prove that you're all wrong.

the bridegroom

December is my month. I always fall in love with december. during this month i'm already in Labuan missing the family that i leave back in Melaka. The picture below was taken at KK when i attended the interview with Bank Muamalat. still a job seeker right now i haven't found the job yet.

the cake was for my birthday. husband bought it for me. brownies chocolate, always my favorite.

mcD

the cake

so this pretty sum up everything. the year of 2011 will ends and i will not be around and will only be back next year. we will be going to Bandung, Indonesia on 31st we suppose to arrive 11:59 at bandung but air asia spoilt it they reschedule our flight to 7:30pm and will arrive approximately 9pm there. well, actually who cares? at least i got to go bandung again. i don't think i have any resolution for 2012 except for having a job that i could fall for. amin. that is not a prayers that i pray only during new year, it was my prayers every other day.

Above all, i have already satisfied with all that i have. Alhamdulillah. most of my dream had come true only some of it are waiting for me to achieve. I am only human for i have flaws and so much weakness. I hope things will be better as soon as possible sometimes i wish i was a superhero so i could safe my family from any trouble.

let bygones be bygones.

December, here it comes again!

suddenly felt like singging Natalie Imbruglia 'Beauty on the fire'....

I admit I was late. The wishlist should have been posted earlier this month. well, can't realy explain how busy i am which, aku pun tak pasti apa lah sangat yang busynya until i almost actually forgot to do my wishlish. this is like a MUST for me. it's like tiap tahun punya event yang wajib. haha. (kalau bab ni kau pandai la wajib, cuba bab agama yang wajib-wajib sikit disuruh buat?)

well, I might say that I am satisfied with what i had for my wedding. thanks friends for the gifts. Insyallah, tuhan sahaja yang dapat membalas jasamu. (in case kalau aku terlupa bagi time kau kawen or in case aku tak sempat nak bagi time kau kawen nanti ye?)

However, that wasn't the same right? am I darings?

My first wishlish has been given in advance to me actually. It was a honeymoon trip. guess what (bukan aku nak takbur ke riak tapi aku nak share juga tak kira).

the lovely husband grant me with this wonderful surprise, it was perhaps for our wedding gift but i might as well consider it for the birthday as well. tapi sayang nak lagi hadiah lain. hahaha. dera dia. he gave me ticket to a place where i really wanna be since sekolah rendah. my city of love for what i would call it. Alhamdulillah. Ok and we already ate my birthday cake in advance since we have kept it for 2 days and i can't resist to eat it with him and his adik. at least, ada la orang lain except for only both of us je.

my very best mate back in mmu. syafiq, subba and zetty gave me a wonderful gift as well for the wedding and my birthday and it was a hotel for the 2 ofus to stay somewhere in Thailand for 3d2n. thank you so much for the gift. i love you even more. (bukan nak tiru julie ok. i ikhlas 100 percent).

All right. that's for the advance gift that i received. what about the gift during the birthday. hmmm... let me see what should i list them?

winter coat

or

pleasure by estee lauder (with free lotion like this kalau boleh ;p )

tapi yang sebenar-benarnya tak ada di antara wishlist aku buat ni yang betul-betul aku nak pun sebenarnya. ini antara apa yang terlintas buat masa sekarang. i am grateful for what i have now. Alhamdulillah.i have my self, friends and family. but.... most of all now i already have the most awesome-est, wonderful-est, excellent-est,handsome-est, cool-est, greatest etc etc (this would not enough to show how best-EST you are dear) husband in the whole world. i am certainly done with that. i love him from the bottom of my heart. tak payah nak kembang sangat eh abang? i miss you so much. (i'm missing you so much... don't know how i survive, a day without you is like a year without rain - selena gomez punya lagu la pulak)

p/s: off to pick up the perasan-est husband from work now and teman him futsal haiyarghhhh! (itu pun nak update ke? mesti lah! blog aku, biarlah jeles?) ;)

WPTB Project 4 (the reception - Melaka

WPTB Project 3 (the wedding-kuantan)

it's been awhile since i update this blog. i left the story hanging for too long already. the sis in law that once is 'future' has now become the real sis in law and already expecting. well, here's some of the photos during the event.

weekender at johore

i was born inside this house. disambut oleh yok long (moyang) aku

with makusu dan makuda at ns lemak senibung

air kelapa bertuah ni

di rumah maklong

dengan kak yanti. bakal pengantin may nanti

wanna watch break up!!!!!!

i went to johore this weekend. great journey i must say. would definitely bring along the boyfie since he never been there. can't wait. as arrived at batu pahat, the uncle offers us to watch 'hantu kak limah balik rumah'. lawak tak hingat. thumbs up! then tengok ngangkung. pun lawak juga.

the next morning, we depart from bp to jb for the engagement ceremony at maklong's house in jln nong chik. it was ages since i went jb. like totally different feelings meresap di kalbu gitu as we went through all the way that we used to pass through previously. tempat kelahiran. then, petang pergi minum abc n makan mee rebus. malam tu terus tido rumah makusu.

we went to senibung for nasi lemak. unfortunately, i got a gastrix. such a sux night. it spoiled the day. we skip downtown just because i can't stop vomitted all the nasi lemak that i ate. gile tak best. it all happen hanya kerana sebiji buah kelapa yang aku sedut time perut kosong. sepatutnya minum air panas lain. silap besar! i hate my gastrix. nasib baik boleh ok, tak perlu nak gi klinik. terpaksa tidur menyarap malam tu.

the next day, kitaorang akan singgah ke bp untuk drop makuda kat bp. jadi singgah la pontian on the way back tu. ingat nak lalu lalu je. tapi habis satu pontian kitaorang pusing. parit semerah, seaside, bando, tambak tengok orang mancing kat pertandingan mancing, masuk taman damai tempat aku membesar, lalu kampung dalam tempat aku dilahirkan dll. seronok. rasa macam balik rumah. rumah yang betul betul rumah. rindu gila. tapi dapat rasa macam dapat lepaskan rindu yang sekian lama.

lepas pontian, kitaorang terus bertolak balik bp. sempat makan goreng pisang rojak n mee goreng bodoh. terbaik! then ingat nak drop by makuda saja, rupanya sempat tido lagi kitaorang. rehat secukupnya sebelum nak drive balik, balik melaka. sedihnya.

outting of GDO and Duckie

we finally happen to have the opportunity to hang out together again after so long. i just love it.

i was in KL for training on 5th till 12th. we went for a movie at pavi and have a great see sight around bukit bintang.

i tried several new dishes there in KL and i must say that i'm enjoying every moment of it. thanks to all.

we'll meet again next time.

around the corner

let's review my wishlist. excited! how nice if we could always get what we wish to have in just one click. but life's just the way it is. so, below is the list for the birthday this year that i ought to have. (the list is according to the most priority to the least priority ;p )

1. great skin home and away set promotion by Clinique. syiokkk 700% if i could have this, merry clinique! great gifts, great values.

the set separately if i didn't get the chance to have the Christmas set (above picture).

2. Mahathir Mohamad biography. another must-have list for the birthday.

3. Calendar alarm. table clock that have the date. kalau tak dapat jam tangan asalkan ada jam ni pun jadi lah.

please let me have all that i've listed.

p/s: most of all, I thank Allah for this year birthday is a blast to me since i've been given the best present of all. Alhamdulillah.

a celebration

with the cousin ; me, miss ell, e'ein

all time favorite; nasi buhari by pakuda

the cake for birthday boy

first of all, happy new year to all muslims around the world. awal muharam of 1432 hijrah is today as we hear of maghrib azan. Alhamdulillah, God had given us life to stood here still and witness His beautiful creature across the nation.

I'm back to hometown, Johore to celebrate my cousin's son birthday and aqiqah. the son is turning 1 on 7th December which is equal to awal muharam 1432 this year. Life had been upside down for me this few days but I believe that everything happens for reason and that's what makes me stronger and always try my best to look into brighter sight.

i'd like to share some pictures taken during those days spent with my family.

the gift

the gift by Cecilia Ahern

Bought this yesterday. i finally made my dream came true by having the book of P.S. I love you. It's like i have had the complete set for P.S. I love you since i've already watch the movie and already had the book. haha. entah apa-apa.

the picture above is one of the promotion package for Cecilia Ahern book. must get! it has a very competitive price for three books is inside that lovely box. I'm glad that i finally have it. :) i can't actually recall what was the books inside but i'm sure they have P.S. I love you (of course. that was why i bought it), the gifts and where do rainbow end (i'm not so sure the exact title and i'm too lazy to check. haha)

ok that's for now.

p/s: at batu pahat. for akikah of my cousin's son. makan. makan. makan.

December's here again!

it's December again. I love the month since it'll be my birthday and there's also YES held in Malaysia now so i could have like so much of present since it's YES. haha. perasan. I don't expect the present from people. I'm glad with what i have now. Alhamdulillah. besides, I rarely give presents to others i must say but i did the effort to wish them happy birthday. i have the intention to bought them but apparently i have no money. haha. so, what you give, you'll definitely get back lah. i'm fine with it. i son't mind bout the present as long as i'm alive and that God give me prosperous and healthy life, that'll be great to me; a great present that i could have from God so as long as i live that i could take care for the parents. that's all.

p/s: enjoy the month azwin! it's all yours. :) contended

a farewell

it's been awhile since i kept this story. cause it's some kinda personal and sensitive to me. well, i never really mentioned that i am not earning my monthly pays anymore all right. for this is about 4 months now. i'd like to share some photos during my so called performance with bella during the farewell dinner at Renaissance Hotel Melaka back on june this year.

the best thing is, i feel so appreciated when you know that someone is celebrating you. i mean, the farewell party was for me and the other staff my bestfriend kak farah. at least aku boleh tumpang sekaki juga kan? if not, i don't think they'll ever do that to me. hehe. who knows kan? i just work there for about half year and kak farah had been there for almost 3 years. mesti lah kena buat yang terbaik untuk pekerja macam dia kan? well as for me, all of it is more than enough to me. thank you so much. aku bangga betul dapat turut serta. bersyukur sangat. i never think that some of them even like me. well, enough said. time to cut all the craps.

i got precious gift from the department. ya, both of us get it. me and kak farah. i feel so glad. again, appreciated. like totally. 100%.

here's some photos. miss them!

my darlings. PPG!

with the HOD, kak aien. that's the present. i love the gift so much. thanks commercial department

(this picture is too small pula) with commercial department

me covering bubbly by colbie

love this shot. (don't know why)

p/s: the love of my life is preciouscabella. i always fall for her. always. when everyone else are with their own, bella will always there whenever i need her. never disappointed me. never. love bella

shortly

i have like only about 10minutes to update this and still i want to update. i have something to do afterwards. mama's friend is sending her son to my house. he'll be seating for SPM and i have to teach him math or any other subjects that he'd like to learnt. SPM is around the corner so guess i just taught him the most i could do at this time.

cuma nak amik mood sekarang ni dengan dengar lagu-lagu comel banyak-banyak kali sambil geleng-geleng kepala ikut rentak. bestnya rasa kalau tekak dah baik. sakit betul. update blog nak cakap benda ni je? haha. lawak betul minah sorang ni. macam nak kena turun je ni. be right back. maybe after midnight je nanti sebab sampai sekarang pun aku still tak berpuas hati dengan entry yang tangkap muat aku ni. cincai boncai je.

ok la. tata.

p/s: i am my own inspiration and that's why i always fail miserably. sigh~ macam kena tukar la cari inspiration lain pulak la!

take care

with nothing in mind i try to put something interesting here and with a sigh~ i know i would find none to put something fancy. sigh~ again. i knew i wanted to write something but my head just can't figure out what to be said.

ok. jom cerite pasal sakit dan penjagaan diri.

manusia ni jadi makin malas ke apa sebenarnya? ke sebab aku demam seminggu aku yang semakin malas? tak paham. nak selitkan nasihat sikit. jaga la diri time-time ni musim demam kot. orang asik sakit je. penyakit pelik-pelik pulak tu sekarang ni ada. risau betul aku. nak-nak untuk orang macam aku yang banyak sangat pantang larang dalam pemakanan. itu tak nak ini tak nak. time sakit baru aku nak pantang. dah berapa kali aku dapat warning ni tak boleh makan cili padi. bukan aku degil, the problem is it's just hard to resists. siang malam pagi petang cili padi. bak kata mama 'masak megie letak cili padi, telur dadar letak cili padi, nak makan sayur kacang pun nak cili padi, nasi goreng kampung ko tu dah la sebakul cili padi. pedas gila. time sakit baru nak pantang, tak sakit buat lagi.'

kesiannya aku kena kurangkan makan cili padi. susah la macam ni. hilang selera makan nanti. macam mana nak buat eh? pening juga kepala pikirkan. tapi aku pun sayang kesihatan aku ni. nampak gaya kena ada projek terbaru la lepas ni 'ops! kurangkan makan cili padi'. haha. sukati je. hopefully i manage to get through. last time nak kurangkan minum air gas dah berjaya dah. cili padi ni memang susah sikit la.

selamat menjaga diri dan hiasi peribadi. jom dgr ok! by t2. sedapnyeeee

ketakutan menjelma

takut tak? tinggal 15hari. seram sejuk seyh. doa yang terbaik je. amin amin

commanwealth pun dah last day dah ni. dan hari yang aku tunggu pun bakal kunjung tiba. seriau ni. kalah segala perasaan lain yang tengah nak kacau daun. siap demam 3 hari tak boleh bangun tu. mau tak gila. nak buat apa pun tak boleh sebab tak larat. tapi gi doctor, doctor kata demam sikit je. sakit tekak sikit je. tapi kenapa kepala aku ni bagai nak pecah. angkat sikit pun tak leh. nak meleret je. doctor ni pun biar betul. nasib da ok sikit sebab aku rajin makan ubat. ni pun berat dah turun 3 kilo apa cerite ni? fenin fenin.

conflict vs confused

kalau aku nak habiskan baca buku aku mesti tak boleh kot. may i? hmm.. while i'm doing nothing, why not right? i wanted to but i'm the type of if i've liked the book/story i would try to finish it asap. the problem is, i might end up to ignore to prioritize which is which. everything will turn upside downs. alah... susahnya.

p/s: dengar lah lagu superstar ost cerite juno. sedap tau. rugi tak dengar.

al-kisah PTD (interview PTD)

venue: Equatorial Hotel Aras 2, Bandar Hilir, Melaka.

time: 08:00 a.m.

date: 03/09/2010 (Friday)

hari yang paling aku takuti, paling aku nanti, dan paling paling paling. ini antara penentuan kisah aku dengan PTD. kalau satu kantoi nampak gayanya kena lah aku patah balik semua step from zero. from aku register spa online.

TIDAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tak dapat aku bayangkan. kalau dah sampai tahap interview aku screwed up. perasaan ni memang pelbagai. bagai nak runtuh jantung aku kalau pikir aku kantoi salah satu peringkat nak ke arah PTD ni. ke arah mencapai matlamat aku. untuk berbakti kepada negara dan bangsa. cewah.

masa nak tengok result lulus ke tak PAC aritu. kalah perasaan takut nak tengok result final sem final year iaitu penentuan samada kita dapat grad atau tak. serius woo. mamandangkan cek result utk university aku dulu online and cek spa result ni pun secara online beb. nasib internet tak de la slow mana. berderau darah. aku gan mama tengok sama-sama result tu. tunggu penuh sabar depan laptop tunggu de loading lepas aku key in ic no aku.

LULUS.... terpapar kat screen. menjerit dua beranak. gila. sakit peha aku kena pukul dek kerana happy sangat. tak sangka la tu konon aku lulus.

tak tahu la macam mana berdebarnya hati aku nanti bila nak cek result utk interview yang bakal keluar awal november nanti. tapi yang penting, aku percaya kalau dah rezeki nak dapat jadi ptd tu dapat juga. kalau tak, means macam mana aku struggle pun kalau da tak derezekinya tak de la.

ok balik pada cerite interview. soalannya depends daripada jawapan yang korang jawap untuk

setiap soalan-soalan yang di ajukan watu tu.

contoh mase aku di interview, soalannya berbunyi begini (antara yang aku boleh ingat) :

1. bagitahu quality yang ada pada awak. in other words 'promote yourself'

- depends. nak jawap in english atau campur with malay. tapi aku time ni jawap rojak jek.

2. apa itu ptd. yang awak paham.

- ada 8 teras bidang in ptd. memorise it. senang sikit untuk kite tambah jawapan kita. kalau tak blank memang habis la.

3. dalam 8 bidang tu mana yang awak minat?

- ini pun depends. tapi aku pilih pembangunan sosial.

4. dalam pembangunan sosial ada banyak cabang. ada penerangan, pengangkutan, dll. awak minat nak masuk mana? (lebih kurang macam ni la soalannya tapi interviewer ni cakap lebih proper la. setiap soalan yang bakal diajukan berbeza dengan orang lain contoh kalau korang pilih bidang teras yang lain, soalan seterusnya mungkin lain la)

- aku pilih penerangan.

ok. ini antara soalan yang lebih kurang berkaitan la. yang lain-lain tu semua dah masuk soalan tersendiri. terpulang pada soalan dan jawapan yang di beri oleh kedua pihak. kita nak masuk bidang ni kena la tahu sikit sebanyak pasal ptd. aku pun bukan terer cuma kat sini saja nak share pengalaman. aku pun belum tentu lagi dapat ke tak. keputusan keluar nov 1st. doakan ye?

after about an hour in the interview room, we finally come to an end. macam tak sangka hari yang aku takutkan tu bakal berakhir saat tu. sebelum aku melangkah keluar pintu sempat interviewer tu pesan 'semoga berjaya berkorban untuk negara'.

tak paham dengan maksud dr khalid tu (interviewer). tapi aku sempat berterima kasih. aku dah cuba buat yang terbaik selebihnya serah kat tuhan. aku yang selama ni susah nak datang awal untuk interview, boleh pulak datang awal 40 minit pada hari tu. 7.20 a.m. dah sampai. dapat la jadi orang pertama masuk interview tu. ada 8 orang kesemua yang sama hari interview gan aku masa ni.

macam banyak gila benda nak cerite pasal ptd ni. tak habis-habis rasanya. aku ada uploaad sekali gambar pakaian yang aku pakai time interview aritu. base on my research ramai orang suruh pakai blazer, kalau perempuan jangan pakai seluar and so on and so forth. there's no harm pun nak ikut. so, aku wat keputusan untuk ikut je advice dari semua. yang mana elok kita turutkan, yang tak elok, kita jadikan tauladan la.

i believe this pretty sum up everything and cover the information needed. aku time nak duduk exam ke, pac ke, interview ke semua cari kat internet and i believe ramai orang pun sibuk nak cari maklumat tentang ptd ni. banyak juga yang kita boleh dapat dari internet. tapi jangan lupa juga baca buku-buku yang disyorkan.

good luck!

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