December, here it comes again!

suddenly felt like singging Natalie Imbruglia 'Beauty on the fire'....

I admit I was late. The wishlist should have been posted earlier this month. well, can't realy explain how busy i am which, aku pun tak pasti apa lah sangat yang busynya until i almost actually forgot to do my wishlish. this is like a MUST for me. it's like tiap tahun punya event yang wajib. haha. (kalau bab ni kau pandai la wajib, cuba bab agama yang wajib-wajib sikit disuruh buat?)

well, I might say that I am satisfied with what i had for my wedding. thanks friends for the gifts. Insyallah, tuhan sahaja yang dapat membalas jasamu. (in case kalau aku terlupa bagi time kau kawen or in case aku tak sempat nak bagi time kau kawen nanti ye?)

However, that wasn't the same right? am I darings?

My first wishlish has been given in advance to me actually. It was a honeymoon trip. guess what (bukan aku nak takbur ke riak tapi aku nak share juga tak kira).

the lovely husband grant me with this wonderful surprise, it was perhaps for our wedding gift but i might as well consider it for the birthday as well. tapi sayang nak lagi hadiah lain. hahaha. dera dia. he gave me ticket to a place where i really wanna be since sekolah rendah. my city of love for what i would call it. Alhamdulillah. Ok and we already ate my birthday cake in advance since we have kept it for 2 days and i can't resist to eat it with him and his adik. at least, ada la orang lain except for only both of us je.

my very best mate back in mmu. syafiq, subba and zetty gave me a wonderful gift as well for the wedding and my birthday and it was a hotel for the 2 ofus to stay somewhere in Thailand for 3d2n. thank you so much for the gift. i love you even more. (bukan nak tiru julie ok. i ikhlas 100 percent).

All right. that's for the advance gift that i received. what about the gift during the birthday. hmmm... let me see what should i list them?

winter coat

or

pleasure by estee lauder (with free lotion like this kalau boleh ;p )

tapi yang sebenar-benarnya tak ada di antara wishlist aku buat ni yang betul-betul aku nak pun sebenarnya. ini antara apa yang terlintas buat masa sekarang. i am grateful for what i have now. Alhamdulillah.i have my self, friends and family. but.... most of all now i already have the most awesome-est, wonderful-est, excellent-est,handsome-est, cool-est, greatest etc etc (this would not enough to show how best-EST you are dear) husband in the whole world. i am certainly done with that. i love him from the bottom of my heart. tak payah nak kembang sangat eh abang? i miss you so much. (i'm missing you so much... don't know how i survive, a day without you is like a year without rain - selena gomez punya lagu la pulak)

p/s: off to pick up the perasan-est husband from work now and teman him futsal haiyarghhhh! (itu pun nak update ke? mesti lah! blog aku, biarlah jeles?) ;)

a surprise bridal shower

before

after

i've been rarely update my personal blog since I have been busy with things.

So, all the weekends and public holiday for the past 2 months had been very hectic i must say. the best part is when last weekend was supposed to be the week for me and GDO to spend time together. it was at first i thought would be just like a normal 'hang-out' session with stories, watching movie, taking pictures and food.

i never really thought that it could turn out to be a real like so real bridal shower for me. haaha. thanks to all of them. they've got me. the day went as usual as it seems, got up at 7 am then getting ready to meet syafiq and subba and then heading to ampang park station to pick up zetty.

zetty got into wrong train so me and julie couldn't help ourself from having our Mcd breakfast and then met syafiq subba and zetty at old town coffee.

as arrived at putrajaya, they suddenly open up the boot of julie's car and i found myself smiling and laughing don't really know actually how to react when i see the balloon and stuffs ready for the photoshoot. haha. it was so nice and i am touched.

then after the photoshoot session, we went to Chillis KLCC for lunch. that was my first time there and the dishes was delicious. we then went to Pavi to watch movie afterwards and at the mean time of waiting for the movie we get ourself a dessert at the chocolate lounge. it was superb! i enjoy the fruits dip with chocolate.

thank you so much to Subba, Syafiq, Julie and Zetty. it was indeed the best experience and the best moment with you guys. I'm sure that I will definitely miss each one of you for every moment spend with you guys. Tears and joys. love.

it's now time for me to move forward. no turning back, i am going to enter a new phase in life. be it good or bad it is all price that one should pay. Tawakal kepada Allah. Insyallah semuanya bakal dipermudahkan. Experience is the best teacher, one will never know how pain should feel until he really felt it himself.

p/s: it's another 17 days left. pray that everything will work well and that Me and him live happily ever after. amin ya rabbal alamin.

Merdeka Raya 2011

kuih suji diamond.

chocolate cookies

this year, we celebrates the very first raya with our newbie. kak shida, my sister in law.next year pula akan ada lg newbie sb kak shidah is now expecting. excited!

so, this year is a very special raya to us. celebrate raya at enstek sepang with our beloved nyayi. not as she used to be, she's not in a very good condition after she been attack with stroke. all of us pray that nyayi will be just fine soon. amin.

and and... this is the first raya that i have to give out the green packet and not collecting it anymore.sigh~ how nice if i could just give the empty packet and not the content. haha. eish eish. tak baik. ikhlas ikhlas.

p/s: tak cuti raya. tak sempat nak buat kuih raya pun.

WPTB Project 4 (the reception - Melaka

WPTB Project 3 (the wedding-kuantan)

it's been awhile since i update this blog. i left the story hanging for too long already. the sis in law that once is 'future' has now become the real sis in law and already expecting. well, here's some of the photos during the event.

weekender at johore

i was born inside this house. disambut oleh yok long (moyang) aku

with makusu dan makuda at ns lemak senibung

air kelapa bertuah ni

di rumah maklong

dengan kak yanti. bakal pengantin may nanti

wanna watch break up!!!!!!

i went to johore this weekend. great journey i must say. would definitely bring along the boyfie since he never been there. can't wait. as arrived at batu pahat, the uncle offers us to watch 'hantu kak limah balik rumah'. lawak tak hingat. thumbs up! then tengok ngangkung. pun lawak juga.

the next morning, we depart from bp to jb for the engagement ceremony at maklong's house in jln nong chik. it was ages since i went jb. like totally different feelings meresap di kalbu gitu as we went through all the way that we used to pass through previously. tempat kelahiran. then, petang pergi minum abc n makan mee rebus. malam tu terus tido rumah makusu.

we went to senibung for nasi lemak. unfortunately, i got a gastrix. such a sux night. it spoiled the day. we skip downtown just because i can't stop vomitted all the nasi lemak that i ate. gile tak best. it all happen hanya kerana sebiji buah kelapa yang aku sedut time perut kosong. sepatutnya minum air panas lain. silap besar! i hate my gastrix. nasib baik boleh ok, tak perlu nak gi klinik. terpaksa tidur menyarap malam tu.

the next day, kitaorang akan singgah ke bp untuk drop makuda kat bp. jadi singgah la pontian on the way back tu. ingat nak lalu lalu je. tapi habis satu pontian kitaorang pusing. parit semerah, seaside, bando, tambak tengok orang mancing kat pertandingan mancing, masuk taman damai tempat aku membesar, lalu kampung dalam tempat aku dilahirkan dll. seronok. rasa macam balik rumah. rumah yang betul betul rumah. rindu gila. tapi dapat rasa macam dapat lepaskan rindu yang sekian lama.

lepas pontian, kitaorang terus bertolak balik bp. sempat makan goreng pisang rojak n mee goreng bodoh. terbaik! then ingat nak drop by makuda saja, rupanya sempat tido lagi kitaorang. rehat secukupnya sebelum nak drive balik, balik melaka. sedihnya.

pete yorn - search your heart

1,2,2
and you search your heart x4
I just wanna tell you
I don't know why
If you find the answer
I'll be inside
arranging time
You won't find another dummy who wait for you
So I hate the one who lives for you

Don't blame me for your trouble

and you search your heart x2

I don't need an answer
I just don't know
If you find it one day
I know that you're strenght is gone
and you are shattered

Don't hate me for I live for you
Don't make me do things you won't do

Don't blame me for your trouble

Cos' you know once you're over the top of the hill
You're life ain't no supermarket store
And you know this
And it shows x2

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

So I blame the boy who's there for you
Don't make him do things you won't do

Don't blame me for your trouble
Don't hate me for your trouble
Don't blame me for your, oh oh oh

And you search your heart x2
And you search your