May 7, 2009

frustrated?

who am i supposed to tell to? where shall i go? where shall i put all the burden? i am feeling damn hopeless, helpless right now. what shall i do? ya Allah. aku mohon petunjukmu. permudahkan la segalanya. i am really down. i have too much things on head. to think, to consider, to solve... oh my god. i really need to end it now. i am not as strong as anyone would be. i am such a tiny little creature that need someone to hold on me. i can't be on my own for all the times. at least, let me share it with somebody else. it's not that i want to burden others. but this is beyond my control. and the worse part is, i can't even tell to anyone even if i wanted to. again! what shall i do? i can't handle this anymore.. even if i tell it. i will just making things even worse don't i? now, if this is the obstacle and test for me. i shall redha and accept it isn't it? insyallah. with your will, i can stand up high again and be a better person afterwards. give me the strenghts almighty, so that i can give the best that i can do. amin.

4 comments:

RainMe LeoBellicose said...

Nampak tenat dah tu. Tak tau nak mulakan dengan yang mana. mulakan dengan yang kata-kata pertama. Kata-kata seperti ubat, ia boleh luahkan kesakitan melaluinya.

azwin khairuddin said...

betul. dah tenat. tp mcm dah ok skit skrg ni.

dheepan said...

boleh lagi tu. pergi camp nanti release kan la stress haha

RainMe LeoBellicose said...

1 hari lebih dah ok... mesti banyak sokongan ni