Apr 26, 2009

in deep shit


gila aku ni!! I forgot that the duedate to submit my part is today. damn. i was supposed to do it earlier. what's in my head? i was currently busy doing the budget, SPSS and my FYP2 chapter 4. i received an sms reminding me of this matter just now and i was like 'damn' 'damn'. now, i had to focus and do it ASAP. omg! bye. got to get back with the assignments.


Apr 25, 2009

quick update


just a quick review on my life. i am way busy with life. to be specific, i am so occupied with the studies. really intense and don't know how to explain. a miserable life? perhaps that's what it called. but i might prefer to put it as more than just 'miserable'. life is about living. my life says to keep going and i am trying hard to do it right now at this moment.

have fun with your life. all the best to me.

Apr 11, 2009

kekesalan


terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak tindakan menyesal tak sudah. gitu ke ayatnya? kita kan manusia biasa, tak lari dari berbuat dosa, berbuat salah. bila dah berlaku baru la nak rase bersalah, menyesal dan sebagainya.

waktu aku post entry ni, aku baru bangun dari tidur dari pukul 3 smpai ke 6 ptg. puncanya sebab penat sangat malam semalamnya, kelas dari pagi sampai malam. pastu gi cari barang assignment. pastu tak sempat nak study betul betul untuk exam pagi tadi kul 9.30. such a waste. haih

i blame myself for not studying earlier. that's the big mistake that i've commited. so, i should bare the consequences rite? after the exam, teman syia tapau makan kat jj, then syia drop aku kat mydin sebab mama kat sana. then, mama bawa aku lunch. balik je rumah lepas tu. aku terbongkang tidur macam apa. gila ngantuk, from the exam hall lagi aku dah memang mengantuk nak jawab exam tu.



p/s: kan aku dah tak nak menyesal.. tak pe. aku mencuba. harap harap satu hari nanti tuhan makbulkan permintaan aku. benda dah lepas, nak kenang lagi buat ape kan? aku pun tak paham.

Apr 6, 2009

what they said/think about me?


well, the previous tag from Ekin is interesting to me. i'm so eager to see the outcomes. hehe. of what they think about me. soalannya berbunyi begini ya,


5 benda tentang orang yang tag kamu (5 things about the person who tagged you)

and the outcomes is:

THC BY AZRA

• Azwin? She's a petite girl with a big voice, a bit blur at times, organized and has gorgeous handbags. I nakkkk!

JULIE
she's a classmate, ex-roomate, ex-housemate, and a good friend, we were very close before but since last trimester we're not always together because of diffrerent assignment group and we both busy with our own things.
1. clumsy [sometimes, especially when she has problem]
2. love her preciouscabella (i think i spell it correctly)
3. very nice person
4.
orangnya kecik aja, cute.
5. and very fair skin


INN

azwin.
bagi inn yang suka tgk dari blog azwin.
kamu seorang yang suka gila-gila.
kamu baik.
style kamu sangat simple.inn sangat suka.
inn rasa kamu suka jaga hati kawan :)


ERIN
P/S: dia belum buat lagi.mungkin tak sempat kot.

JUEJUE
* knal sebab kak azra..
* cenonet jerk
* bnyk tahi lalat
* x silap..not available dh..[erk..hope so btol la..hehe]
*
stu class retail mngmnt ngn jujue:D


DEAN

• undecided, role player, too nice, pretty voice, and can play guitar. (he's mean aren't him? tak baek cakap kite role player kan? kan?)

AQILAH

1. my stuck on you groupmate
2. she likes to tie her hair up
3. for a little person she has a "loud" voice
4. good person to talk too
5. she has this feature about her that stands out (hehe Win itu rahsia ya)


ALIAH
p/s: probably haven't done it too. but nvmnd.

i just love being my ownself. ayat yang paling besar teramat tu adalah sengaja aku perbesarkan sebab aku memang suka. entah kenapa. haha. bangga mempunyai suara yang besar ke? agaknya kot. atau sebab aku rasa orang mungkin ingat aku kecik so aku akan bersuara kecil, rupanya... cheh. thanks korang! have a nice day.

aku berharap akan lebih tenang lepas post entry ni. aku sangat-sangat perlukan konsentrasi dan kekuatan fizikal dan mental. senang cerite. aku sedang serabut sangat sekarang ni.

tips: try highlight the whole things. happy trying. boleh ke gitu?hehe..

Apr 3, 2009

tagged by lalala


i've been tagged again and again this few days. maybe because i asked for it previously.haha. this tag came from my new blog friend and probably this tag is mainly just for the sake of getting to know each other. well, i do feel like need to do the tag because of certain reasons.

1) apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapakah anda memilih nama blog itu?
- expresso.wordofmine & the.ownies. why? simply.

2) Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?
1. rockamocha.blogspot- i just love to say it. it actually came from the word rock and mocha.
2. rockafeela.blogspot- this is the second blog of mine. name it just for the sake of wanted the word feel and to fit the rockamocha. hehe

3) apakah method dalam penulisan blog anda?
-buat lawak pula lalala ni. heehe. methodnya could be anything. i blog on things i love and hate.

4) pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda? kenapa?
- nope. will keep it for now.

5) Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang tag anda ini?
-(highlight it to view the answer) baru kenal mana la nak tau. tapi rasenya dari blog dia nampak cam menarik je. ok la daripada blog aku yang ntah ape-ape ntah
6) senaraikan calon yang akan di tag:
-anyone.


Apr 2, 2009

word



THINK!

THINK!

THINK!

BRAINS,
WHY CAN'T YOU THINK OF SOMETHING??!!

SOLVE ALL THIS...

HURRY!

week 9 of the semester/trimester



well, i am currently in the 8th week of the semester. next week should be the week 9 for me. and as usual, i have plenty of work to be done.


benda yang dah biasa di gembar-gemburkan oleh aku adalah 'aku sangat banyak keje'. (ye. macam aku sorang je yg banyak keje. orang lain mesti ade lagi byk keje yang menimbun dari aku.)

there are two midterm exams for that week. finance exam is on wednesday and e-commerce exam on saturday. and the worse part is, i have presentation on tuesday night. this is killing me. can't i just get rid of this all? (ya. even i know the answer, but i would like to ke
ep on asking the same thing again and again in life).

nampak macam simple. tapi orang yang mengalaminya sahaja yang tahu. presentation tu pasal case study. this time it's about Electro-Products Limited. dan keje tu kena start dari awal, tak boleh last minit. sebab ade banyak kena buat bile kita present. report, slides, preparation and findings...dengan meetingnya lagi. berapa kali meeting, pastu bukan sekejap-sekejap je boleh dapat outcomes and solutions kan? kena gak discuss betul-betul to ensure that everyone is clearly understand about the case since we are going to prese
nt it and to explain it to others. the hardest part is when you do wrongs, people will bomb you for sure. there will be two groups that will critic the presenter. there must be. the tips is, you must not commit any mistakes, seboleh yang mungkin. kalau tak. menjawab la. (tapi mesti la still ade salah here and there. we are just a human beings kadang-kadang ada benda yang kita tak perasan). tu belum dicampur dengan q&a sessions dari yang lain pula. fuhh! tension weyh. seriusly. masuk la kelas strategic marketing ni. korang rase sendiri.

bukan itu sahaja. yang paling benak kat kepala aku setiap hari tentu lah final year project aku. sebab subject ni tak ade kelas. senang-senang je kita boleh alpa. so pandai-pandai ko la nak buat keje tu bile mase. kalau ko tak beringat alamatnya memang kiok la. aku tak abis lagi distribute questionnaire. orang lain dah nak start analyze data dah agaknya. lembab betul la aku ni!! takpe takpe another 100 more to go. hope tha
t i will finished it all instantly. bayangkan aku dah cari 200 respondent untuk jawab questionnaire aku ni dan dengan pertolongan rakan-rakan juga la (terima kasih banyak-banyak tak terhingga). kenangan, malu gak nak tanya strangers kan.. "sorry to disturb. do you have time? will you help me do my survey? this is for my final year project. thank you".

ni untuk week 9 je. belum duedate assignment and all. melambak gile. otak aku ni dah berserabut dan tak bersusun. hah! dengan assignment finance, retail untuk buat library model lagi, marketing plan, strategic management, nak study final lagi sebab start akhir may dan bla bla bla. ada lagi tak yang tertinggal? haih. kepala pun dah naik bingung. perasaan pun dah makin berkecamuk!

tension? dah tak tension dah~. dah lebih dari tahap tension. dah macam dah meletup pun ni kot. nasib baik la the end of week 9 tu nanti probably on sunday nanti we all nak picnic!! harap-harap jadi la ke PD. bestnya! boleh bawak bella sekali. santai-santai. bella jarang keluar, kalau keluar pun memang biase ke pantai je. excitednya!

now, aku kena kuatkan semangat untuk hadapi semua hari tu supaya dapat ke hari picnic tu nanti. betul tak kawan-kawan?

candid picture of mine snapped by Qilah in strategic marketing class and heaven yes! i'm intense that time cause i've been trying hard to prepared myself for the presentation (case-Quaker Oats Company: Gatorade and Snapple Beverage)


p/s: alahai. tak sabarnya nak share cerite ap
ril fool. nanti la baru post entry april fool tu. hehe.

taged from ekin

++aPe yG peNtinG dlM hiDup kAmu??++
mempunyai misi dan gol untuk berjaya dan bahagia bersama keluarga, rakan, dan orang-orang yang disayangi.

++aPE bnDe tEraKhiR yG anDa bLi nGAn duIt Sndr??++
ticket wayang semalam. best cerite tu!!

++diMAnAkAh tMpT imPiAN pErkAhwiNAn aNDa??++
• (kapal layar buatan bf de?mampus karam pula kang kin.hehe. gurau je). well as for me, it could be any nice place such as beach as long as nikah tu kat masjid dan majlis tu pula kalau kat rumah je pun dah memadai. ada sentimental value sikit kan? hehe

++bRApe LAme hBgN kMu bErkEkalAn??++
• hubungan ape?kawan?teman istimewa?boyfriend? yang baru ke yang lama ke macam mana tu? semua orang nak kan hubungan yang berkekalan bukan? tapi semua tu kuasa tuhan.redha je dengan ketentuannya

++adAkAH aNda sDg diLamUn CinTA??++
pergh! soalan cepu mas. setiap orang pun dilamun cinta. jadi aku pun sama la. cinta ni subjektif. blh jadi cintakan tuhan, sekolah, negara, atau yg dah sinonim kita dgr ialah cintakan pasangan kekasih kan? tepuk dada, tanya selera la dik.hehe

++diMAnAkaH rEstoRAn tEraKHir KaMu mKn mLm??++
• kalau restoran.. kedai nuar kot. tapi kalau kedai mkn paling seronok pernah gi adalah bulan. serius.. nak gi nya!!

++DiMAnAkH bUku tErAKhir KAmu Bli??++
• book exhibition last two month kat dataran pahlawan

++NaMe PenUh ANdA++
Azwin Khairuddin

++KaMu LbiH SnG nGAn AYh oR mAk++
• senang dengan dua-dua tapi depends on things to be shared la. takkan dengan abah nak cerite pasal pms pulak kan? kalau de tak pelik pun, de tak de pengalaman. so it won't be the same as sharing it with mama

++NAmAkAN SesEoRg yG kAMu NAk jmPE sGT++

tun dr Mahathir Mohd.

++8 ShbT yG rapAt NGAn Anda++
• ssh sket ni. semua pun rapat tp buat masa ni aku nk tulis nama
1. rahmah
2. subba
3. syafiq
4. zetty
5. syia
6. qila
7. julie
8. azra


++Adakah KAmu mEnCuci PakAiaN SndR??++
• kalau nak jawab tak boleh tak syg?

++TmpT yG SEroNok KAmu iNgIn pErgi++
• anywhere. as long as there's people you love with you.

++5 BnDE TntG oRG yg TAg KAmu++
• she's a new friend of mine. kenal kat blog. probably tak kenal sangat dia personally, but maybe she is
1. baik (kot)
2. suka colorful things.
3. student lagi.
4.
cheerful.
5. friendly

++8 PErkArA yG di GiLAi++
• can i just skip? ergh.. susahnya
1. singing with the bella
2. the studies especially FYP
3. the place i wanna go so much (Makkah and Paris)
4. shopping (boleh jadi gila bila tak dapat beli. tapi selalu berlaku memandangkan sen kurang)
5. kasut, selipar, or anything yang dipakai kat kaki
6. decorating (only when i have mood.hehe)
7. the blogs (yeay! no seven)
8. the number 7. muahx

9. additional, suka bentuk bunga cengkih. cantik! hehe
++PeLUkAN oR CiuMAn??++
• can i have both pleasssseeee? hehe. rasenya kalau kena juga buat pilihan, nak pelukan la.

++8 buAH BukU yG bRu dibaCe++
• banyaknya 8 dari tadi. kalau buku study termasuk sekali...
1. strategic marketing
2. foundation of finance
3. rockstar superstar
4. minda separa sedar (walaupun tak habis lagi)
5. mahatma gandhi (pun tak habis lagi. sekerat jalan je)
6. call me the breeze (sedang cuba habiskan walupun baru first 2 3 pages)
7. idiot nations
8. hotheads


++8 LgU yG boLEh dGR b'UlaNg KAli++
• ok. this will be a lot sebab aku memang suka lagu. but currently there are few of them. here it goes..
1. i'm scared by Duffy
2. kukatakan dengan indah (peterpan) by Yuna version
3. dying in your arms by trivium
4. killing me softly by fugess
5. sparks by coldplay
6. bengawan solo by hetty koes endang
7. cassie by flyleaf
8. tears don't fall by bullet for my valentine

++nAk tAG 8 oRg++
1. azra
2. julie
3. inn
4. erin
5. juejue
6. dean
7. qila
8. aliah

Apr 1, 2009

khas untuk preciouscaBELLA

nada tersusun hanya untukmu

tercipta dari seluruh jiwaku

mendendang lembut setiap kata

menghembus dari segenap rasa


lemas namun aku lega

kamu kini aku yang punya

tiada sesal yang dirasa

hanya senang kerna bersama


slalu terhibur diriku kini

meluah semua resah dihati

kerna kamu slalu mengerti

apa saja yg kuingini


- 3:37am 5/3/'07 -

p/s: dah lama dah benda ni tercipta. tapi aku nak share gak kat blog aku sebab before this aku memang dah post kat blog myspace.


APRIL FOOL!!!