a surprise bridal shower

before

after

i've been rarely update my personal blog since I have been busy with things.

So, all the weekends and public holiday for the past 2 months had been very hectic i must say. the best part is when last weekend was supposed to be the week for me and GDO to spend time together. it was at first i thought would be just like a normal 'hang-out' session with stories, watching movie, taking pictures and food.

i never really thought that it could turn out to be a real like so real bridal shower for me. haaha. thanks to all of them. they've got me. the day went as usual as it seems, got up at 7 am then getting ready to meet syafiq and subba and then heading to ampang park station to pick up zetty.

zetty got into wrong train so me and julie couldn't help ourself from having our Mcd breakfast and then met syafiq subba and zetty at old town coffee.

as arrived at putrajaya, they suddenly open up the boot of julie's car and i found myself smiling and laughing don't really know actually how to react when i see the balloon and stuffs ready for the photoshoot. haha. it was so nice and i am touched.

then after the photoshoot session, we went to Chillis KLCC for lunch. that was my first time there and the dishes was delicious. we then went to Pavi to watch movie afterwards and at the mean time of waiting for the movie we get ourself a dessert at the chocolate lounge. it was superb! i enjoy the fruits dip with chocolate.

thank you so much to Subba, Syafiq, Julie and Zetty. it was indeed the best experience and the best moment with you guys. I'm sure that I will definitely miss each one of you for every moment spend with you guys. Tears and joys. love.

it's now time for me to move forward. no turning back, i am going to enter a new phase in life. be it good or bad it is all price that one should pay. Tawakal kepada Allah. Insyallah semuanya bakal dipermudahkan. Experience is the best teacher, one will never know how pain should feel until he really felt it himself.

p/s: it's another 17 days left. pray that everything will work well and that Me and him live happily ever after. amin ya rabbal alamin.

Merdeka Raya 2011

kuih suji diamond.

chocolate cookies

this year, we celebrates the very first raya with our newbie. kak shida, my sister in law.next year pula akan ada lg newbie sb kak shidah is now expecting. excited!

so, this year is a very special raya to us. celebrate raya at enstek sepang with our beloved nyayi. not as she used to be, she's not in a very good condition after she been attack with stroke. all of us pray that nyayi will be just fine soon. amin.

and and... this is the first raya that i have to give out the green packet and not collecting it anymore.sigh~ how nice if i could just give the empty packet and not the content. haha. eish eish. tak baik. ikhlas ikhlas.

p/s: tak cuti raya. tak sempat nak buat kuih raya pun.

a celebration

with the cousin ; me, miss ell, e'ein

all time favorite; nasi buhari by pakuda

the cake for birthday boy

first of all, happy new year to all muslims around the world. awal muharam of 1432 hijrah is today as we hear of maghrib azan. Alhamdulillah, God had given us life to stood here still and witness His beautiful creature across the nation.

I'm back to hometown, Johore to celebrate my cousin's son birthday and aqiqah. the son is turning 1 on 7th December which is equal to awal muharam 1432 this year. Life had been upside down for me this few days but I believe that everything happens for reason and that's what makes me stronger and always try my best to look into brighter sight.

i'd like to share some pictures taken during those days spent with my family.

WPTB Project 2 (gifts)

antara door gift for the reception

jom cerite lagi pasal upcoming wedding on january 30th. As mentioned, I've been busy for the reception. i'd like to share some part of me doing the decoration for the door gifts. above is some of the photos. join the wedding and you'll know. excited! berterabur kan? biasalah rumah kalau dah nak buat kerja kawin ni.

most of the items used here been bought from PISB since we're a member of the store. :) siap dapat discount lagi. will update soon for other stuff.

December's here again!

it's December again. I love the month since it'll be my birthday and there's also YES held in Malaysia now so i could have like so much of present since it's YES. haha. perasan. I don't expect the present from people. I'm glad with what i have now. Alhamdulillah. besides, I rarely give presents to others i must say but i did the effort to wish them happy birthday. i have the intention to bought them but apparently i have no money. haha. so, what you give, you'll definitely get back lah. i'm fine with it. i son't mind bout the present as long as i'm alive and that God give me prosperous and healthy life, that'll be great to me; a great present that i could have from God so as long as i live that i could take care for the parents. that's all.

p/s: enjoy the month azwin! it's all yours. :) contended

WPTB Project

Been busy lately with things for the brother's big day (yes. again and again) my mind can't stop thinking bout it. actually me and the mother been struggling for this big day. he's the first child. apparently, his wedding reception would be our first time experience dealing with the event. how excited. we're quite terrify i must say. there's always hurdle here and there for this is our first time doing this perhaps we're still lack and therefore we try to consult and ask others who have experience. luckily mama have lots of friends that could help us through it all. alhamdulillah. praised to God for giving us strength and not giving up so easily. i believe that we'll manage it through. insyallah. i just hope that everything will work well for his big day. I know when the time comes me and mama would be the one who'll feel satisfied the most as compare to others. haha. (boleh pula aku cakap macam ni). really, we've been through all. i pray a lot to God to let the event go on smoothly. amin.

walaupun dengan pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran nampak gaya kitaorang berjaya gak siapkan beberapa perkara penting sebab tukang masak (import dari batu pahat johor), kad jemputan, buffet set, pelamin+mak andam+baju bersanding dan main table dah di book. barang untuk hantaran pun dah tersedia tinggal nak decorate je. excited lagi sekali. then, souvenir nak bagi orang pun dah sedia tinggal nak letak ribbon left with VIP's souvenir je ni. luckily the event is only for about 500 people sebab mama plan to just buat kenduri lagipun ni majlis anak lelaki (bertandang).

the best part is, i can't wait for the cousins to arrived and 'rewang' at my house. it'd be so much fun i'm sure bout that. and i have some sort of plan to sneak out one night and bring them to karoke. it'd be super-extremely fun doing so. haha. well, since i'm the respected person and the 'orang kanan' for mama i can't simply-simply made silly mistake. i have to ensure everything like so many things in order before i wanted to take the cousins out all right. i have to be clear that the day will be superb for the bridegrooms and that'll make me and mama and abah double happy. :)

mudah-mudahan tuhan permudahkan majlis kami yang mulia ni. doakan lah bersama untuk kedua bakal mempelai ini ye? terima kasih.

example of the wedding card. sort of

the hantaran. (excited!)

p/s: serabut. macam-macam berlaku sampai urusan aku sendiri pun jadi kucar-kacir. tapi aku ikhlas nak buat semua ni. aku tahu tuhan menduga. setiap masalah ade penyelesaiannya dan aku bersyukur setiap kali bila di timpa musibah tuhan pasti akan tunjukkan jalan keluarnya.

weekender at Pulau besar

last few weekend, (31 oct) me and the parents went to Pulau Besar Melaka. the ticket price for the ferry is MYR 14. we depart from Anjung Batu, Umbai jetty around 12.30 p.m. I didn't have any idea what the place looks like. i know it's an island but don't have a clue that some people went there for prayers. luckily at the jetty, we get to know this one uncle. dia tokeh kedai mamak dekat Klebang. dia beritahu yang orang datang situ biasanya ada bawak niat. and i was like shocked. alamak no wonder most of people yang ada situ bertudung.

nasib baik bawak cap, dapat gak tutup kepala time nak masuk makam tu sebab tak boleh tak tutup kepala. then, i bought this one shawl there. after zohor, kita semua pergi makan nasi beryani. menurut uncle tu kat situ hari-hari tempat tu sedekah nasi beryani. hari kitaorang pergi tu dia masak lauk kambing. alhamdulillah murah rezeki orang yang bersedekah tu. then, there i met with this one family lagi. punya keciknya dunia rupanya orang tu satu kampung kat penang dengan uncle yang jadi so-called tourist guide kitaorang tu. the other family tu dari nilai and i got new friend their daughter is only 7 years old tapi dapat la aku kawan time kat pulau besar tu.

dan kitaorang balik dengan boat/ ferry pada jam 3.30 ptg. sempat juga bukak kedai untuk meniaga.

mama

abah

@ the jetty

new friend; nabila adriana

Hurray! graduate!

i am too lazy to upload pictures nowadays. simply for no reasons. but i have this one picture above, enough la eh? ;)

well, supposedly this entry is about my convocation day, my big day, and it's MMU 11th Convocation. After all the hardships and efforts i am so proud of myself to receive the degree. on that day 2nd August 2010 i am officially MMU graduates. i never thought i could feel what i felt that day. mix of feelings get into me. at times i'm happy, sad, proud, glad, nervous and etc.

congrats to me, friends and all MMU graduates! we finally make it to the end. unfortunately an end is where we begins.

"what we call the beginning is often the end, and to make an end is to make a beginning. the end is where we start from."

- T.S. Eliot, 'Little Gidding'

:)

can't wait to write an update of life's rock!

Family Day Program 2010

On 3rd April 2010:

my first family day with friends at work (colleague). I'm one of the committee for this event. I'm having so much fun during, before and after this Family Day. Thanks to all that have supported us from the very beginning.

Well, first love is the deepest some would say. It is to me since it is my first time. I hope that i'll get more chance to do this again in future. hehe. Luckily it all went well even though the time were delayed, it was raining, etc etc.

I will miss this moment. like damn so much :)

p/s: happy dan penat sangat sampai baju pun tertinggal. ahahhaa

shopping list

can i have it here?

yes!

1. mouse/mice for my della
2. della shirt. :)
3. flip flop
4. pump shoe
5. bracelet/ necklace
6. books
7. diary/ notebook

thank you.

p/s: how i wish i could also get other stuffs that beyond my budget. hehe. i wanted to have new handphone, and nikon.

to beloved dad

abah,

you are the friend,
the person who always there when i need
the one whom i seek for advice
to console me when i'm down

to criticize me when you think i had to remove my bad attitude
to nag me when i was hardheaded
to scold me when i was wrong

i remember this time when you always spank us with ur belt
it hurts a lot and i feel like i hate you that time
but i knew deep down inside my heart
i love you so much
but i was too young to understand.

i remember you give us punishment
every-time we can't memorize the 'sifir' (multiply if i'm not mistaken)
i remember this once
i cried for mercy hoping that you would understand that i'm not feeling well
but you still asked me to memorize the shape in english.
i was dead mad.

but now i knew it why
you made me become someone
a person with dreams and hope
a better person to be precise

i know you only want the best of us, your children
you don't scold for nothing, you spank us because you love
but you always explain to us why you give punishment
i will always remember what you've always said
you told us that what you did is because you love and care
back then i don't understand it
but now i can see it.
i've gained the outcome.
it really is for our own sake not to you.
seeing us success in life is an achievement to the parents.

eventhough i am not like others that better than me
that studied oversea, become a doctor or whatsoever
i am purely proud to be your daughter
and hope that you are too.
i can't say more. you're the incredible dad, abah. love you always.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

weekender

hari nikah

yang masih single perlu teruskan perjuangan

sepetang di sunway piramid

me, julie and lisa. all the way from melaka for jun

me and lisa

with julie

with the bridegroom

my weekend comes again. kali ini a bit different. even time interview tu pun aku asik ingatkan diri sendiri 'tak pe azwin. ko abiskan interview ni then weekend ni ko akan berseronok'. aku ke kl. untuk hadiri wedding june. need to stay one night there so three of us me, lisa and julie have decided to get a hotel. june recommended starcity sebab dekat dengan dewan diaorang kawin and the pengantin pun duk situ malam pertama tu. ahaha.

so, nikah on saturday and bersanding on sunday. semuanya macam elok je. tapi dengar dari june, macam-macam hal dah jadi. time kitaorang sesat nak cari rumah dia tu, dia call menangis sebab takut. mak andam dia pun buat hal sebab datang lewat. kesian june. nasib baik semuanya masih teratur lagi.alhamdulillah. june pun dah selamat dinikahkan. semoga bahagia ke anak cucu. kisah percintaan lebih kurang 6tahun tu dengar-dengar. dapat orang terengganu.

pagi pagi lepas subuh dah gerak dari melaka. kelakar. pengalaman betul. sebab june nikah pagi sabtu. adoi. lepas nikah tu aku lisa and julie layan diri sendiri je. duk hotel tengok hindustan petang tu patutnya ada plan yang lebih menarik yang memang aku dah terpikir dah plan dari sebelum sampai kl lagi. tapi tak menjadi. so, keluar lah kami bertiga sahaja ke sunway piramid. takut nak jalan jauh-jauh. budget pun tak de. sesat karang susah pula.

entah kenapa. aku asik tidur je. bila diam sikit aku tidur. kelakar. then, lepas bersanding on sunday tu kitaorang pun bertolak balik melaka. sekejap gila lisa drive. 1 jam 20 min je rasanya. haha. aku apa lagi. tertidur sekejap kat dalam kereta. balik tu we all singgah mydin and restoran nasi ayam penyet. and my weekend was ok.


p/s: selamat pengantin baru june!! congrats

cerita raya

abah di pagi raya

the girls. haha. (perasan muda la mama)

camwhore. ni baru betul 'the girls' kan?

lepas penat beraya malam-malam main mercun pula

serba sedikit tentang raya aku tempoh hari.

raya pertama: seperti yang dirancang, akan ke enstek sepang ke rumah mak ngah (kakak abah) untuk beraya bersama nyayi (nenek) dahulu. during raya, one of the best thing was makan-makan. dah kenyang tu, gi beraya rumah saudara tedekat je. ada siapa je kat situ pun because most of our relatives are at johor. kalau beraya di johor, bagi 50 hari pun tak habis (ha.. lebih-lebih pula. saja je nak dramatic sikit). so, we went to 2, 3 houses and then pulang. rudy pun join sekali. balik rumah mak ngah balik di enstek duduk-duduk jap, rehat, makan and all lepas tu balik melaka.. esoknya akan ke Batu Pahat dan aku sangat excited. siap dah packing barang especially mercun.

raya kedua: destinasi yang seronok ni jadi yang kedua sebab kat BP dah tak ada atuk dan nenek. kalau balik pun sebab nak beraya dengan saudara mara yang lain sebab tu lah beraya dengan nyayi belah abah dulu. menetap di rumah mak uda. walaupun dari pukul 11 dah bertolak (patutnya awal pagi lagi tapi aku dan nana terlebih rehat. kiteorang yang lambat) sampai BP dah pukul 3 sebab jamm. kematu punggung.

setelah dua hari di BP, mama dapat panggilan. ingatkan boleh teruskan tidur sana lagi rupanya kena balik. sedara lain nak singgah beraya rumah. start dari raya ke 4 tu sampai la raya ke 7 orang datang beraya sampai naik demam aku. k lah. sampai sini dahulu.


p/s: wish me luck for the coming exam. amin

the birthday

it's mama's birthday today. happy birthday to her. may God bless her always. and panjang umur so that i sempat la nak bagi mercedez. yeah!

she got carrot slice from secret recipe and the cake written "happy birthday mama" thanks to manto for his contribution to this so-called surprise party for beloved mama.

i wish mama will have all that she wants in her life. she deserve it.

selamat pengantin baru!

25^th July 2009.

That’s the date to remember for nafidz and kai. their wedding day. They’re married. We were the witness of their happiness on that very moment. I wonder how she’s feeling deep inside. Marriage is every girls dream and to be exact ‘wedding’ is what most important moment to cherish. I believe that every woman would want a perfect wedding or probably the one that is ALMOST perfect. Whereas, it is still what every man would never understand. The moment the man says the word ‘aku terima nikahnya….’ and until we heard ‘sah’ and doa that’s when the truth reveal. Yang membuktikan betapa si jejaka cinta pada gadis itu. Pada aku saat itu sahaja mampu membuktikan segalanya. Segala kata cinta, madah, puisi dan segalanya yang pernah diungkapkan sebelum ini.

I believe that deep inside, semua gadis pun mahu hari penting itu diingati. Hari yang teramat penting dalam sejarah hidupnya sepatutnya menjadi hari yang paling bahagia untuk setiap gadis. Every woman deserve that I suppose. yeah, sometime things won’t work our way but at least we should try. Try to make it real. If we don’t fight for it, than nobody will do it for us. Trust me. Oh god! I’m telling myself am i? I’m still trying and hoping that I will have the best wedding I ever wanted. Tak semestinya penuh dengan kemewahan atau apa pun tapi cukupla kalau ianya seperti apa yang aku inginkan, apa yang aku selalu bayangkan. I want it to work my own way. but well, reality is way bitter than we think. I don’t dare to set my hopes high, but I’m still hoping and try to take efforts.

Berbalik pada cerita wedding of kai and nafidz. Aku percaya kai bahagia. Persandingannya hampir sempurna. Dia beruntung bukan? Lengkap dengan penyanyi undangan lagi, ‘rabbani’. Aku tumpang gembira. Di hari persandingan mereka aku berjumpa teman yang dah lama tak berjumpa. fyz, ain, dll. Geng PM05. dah macam reunion pun ada.

day out with rahmah and zek

zek, rahmah and mocha

21 june. i finally met my bestest bestfriend, rahmah. she came all the wayfrom johor to melaka with zek just to meet me. it's been a year since we've met. last time pun dia yang datang ke melaka. aku ni apa la kan? bukan tak nak turun sana tpi duit tak mengizinkan.

that beautiful day, kitaorang tengok movie- jangan pandang belakang congkak. gila aku ketawa tak hengat dunia sampai menangis-nagis sebab lawak. then pegi jalan-jalan jap and on the way balik we all lepak minum and makan kat tesco.

diaorang balik hari. dapat jumpa kejap je. tapi ok la kan? berbaloi. thanks sebab datang babe. u really made my day. thanks to zek also sebab teman rahmah datang. da la belanja aku semuanya. thanks a lot.

MFD '09

the girls!

it's a candid picture for me. sebab orang lain semua ready.

preciousca-bella pun dtg. dia perform

sorry sayang. i like this picture. favorite picture of the day.kinda have to upload this. sorry to fir's gf also.

the committee for this event. we were trying to finished the bookmark.

The last day for final exam is on Saturday 30th May '09 and our e-commerce paper which is the last paper was quite challenging for me because I don’t get a chance to study really hard for the paper since I was busy handling the marketing farewell dinner- we,the committee called it MFD '09. I was assigned to do the bookmark as souvenir of marketing farewell dinner 2009. The dinner was held at our beloved lecturer's house, madam zaharah at ayer keroh. Her house is really gorgeous.

Well, as I tried to study for the paper my head keep on thinking ‘boleh siap ke aku punya book mark ni. Baru siap 10 keping ada lagi 50 keping nak buat ni’. Pastu, aku akan teruskan buat book mark. Time buat book mark pula, aku akan risaukan ‘sempat ke nak study 6 chapter ni untuk e-commerce. Dah sentuh semua chapter tapi macam still tak boleh paham je ni. Apa je yang aku study ni?’ then aku akan beralih untuk study pula. Camtu je la seterusnya.

Conflict dengan diri sendiri pastu tak pasal-pasal rupanya aku babitkan orang lain yang tak sepatutnya terlibat dengan perbalahan diri aku ni. Unfair. sorry to anybody yang rasa aku ni annoying.

p/s: will miss the friends yang dah abis study. how i wish i am too. well, life's goes on kan? the last day spent with u guys are so essential, priceless, precious, etc. lepas event kitaorang jalan-jalan, makan asam pedas, mc d gi pantai puteri sampai balik kul 6pg