Jun 18, 2009
the days have been different lately. there's no more azra telling that the notebook is nice, no more syafik with his new hairstyle, no more khei telling azra this and that in class, no more subba and zetty at campus, no more syia to bring us lunch at places, no more aqilah in class as my talk buddy since we always be in the same group, ohh!! there's no more email from aqilah, no more sms from the others about assignments and stuffs, omg.. i don't delete them, i wish to keep it forever.no more dheepan and the others too. it's too much 'no more' in my list. friends, i miss u
i'm certain that this time, things must be very different to me. the atmosphere, the environment, even though i'm still in mmu the same place like i used to be. yeah. i keep on telling myself that things change even without our bloody preparation.
anyhow, life must go on. i have to face this. and thinking what should i do after finished studying like the others make me feel even worse, i am panic and have this unease feeling. how should i put this? this feeling is awkward to me, i can't tell them and i'm not able to even express it.