Jun 18, 2009

changes


the days have been different lately. there's no more azra telling that the notebook is nice, no more syafik with his new hairstyle, no more khei telling azra this and that in class, no more subba and zetty at campus, no more syia to bring us lunch at places, no more aqilah in class as my talk buddy since we always be in the same group, ohh!! there's no more email from aqilah, no more sms from the others about assignments and stuffs, omg.. i don't delete them, i wish to keep it forever.
no more dheepan and the others too. it's too much 'no more' in my list. friends, i miss u

and...

i'm certain that this time, things must be very different to me. the atmosphere, the environment, even though i'm still in mmu the same place like i used to be. yeah. i keep on telling myself that things change even without our bloody preparation.

anyhow, life must go on. i have to face this. and thinking what should i do after finished studying like the others make me feel even worse, i am panic and have this unease feeling. how should i put this? this feeling is awkward to me, i can't tell them and i'm not able to even express it.


8 comments:

azri othman said...

waa.. sedih aje post ni.. kenape?

• ɐɹzɐ • said...

there's no more camwhore dlm kelas.
there's no more azra ajak buat meeting tp sume dtg lmbt.
there's no more pegi kedai Azwin sbb nk bincang psl stuff.
there's no more lepak bilik mdm dgn azra and borak smp 2-3 jam.
there's no more lepak2 lepas class (ada ke?).
there's no more azra overexcited dgn azwin sbb lecturer puji bdk marketing.
there's no more azra in campus.

♥ jυℓєѕ said...

there's no more tgk wayang....
there's no more ngumpat2...
there's no more friends untuk cerita pasal problem with the guys...




sedih.... kan?


i lg la...tadi g breakfast sorang2 je....huhuhuhu sedih...

tapi we have to learn to be independent, nanti kena mkn sorg2 gak.... =(

syia said...

relex2.. sat je lagi..win nk habis belajar..epastu kite kene face reality.. huwaaa..dunia bekerje..huwaaaa...

• ɐɹzɐ • said...

knp comment sume berunsur2 kesedihan arr?
T_T huwaaaaaaaaaa~

azwin khairuddin said...

yes it is. the entry is to express how sad i am to be in the campus without the others. they are like half of me. some friends are better to be kept away and some are not. and for that some to be avoid la pula yang ada. but either way, the life must go on. if things doesn't work our way, just remain strong. and try to pass it all thru la kan. that's what im trying to do. try to do things my own way and cepat2 nak abis.

azwin khairuddin said...

to azra and syia. i miss u guys. jgn lupa nnt dah kerja bg2 info kat org yg belum kerja ni. ye? remember what we learn at career camp? to success we just need to copy. copy dari org yg dah melaluinya. ok girls?

azwin khairuddin said...

almost forgot. i miss madam zaharah too. since u're not around azra, i lom lepak lg bilik mdam. planning to visit her someday.