i know. i have it all. Alhamdulillah. i wish that life treat me good. :) sometimes when i look back, my life is not that bad somehow. i can still consider myself lucky as compare to other that even worse that me. i pray that they'll have their time. that they'll finally feel that no one's life has been perfect. live your life and remember that everything happen for reasons. just pray that god will give us strength to face it all.