another changes

it's already july and the third week of the trimester. OMG! am i still not moving or i don't even dare to realize that i did? the time is tick tacking, man. i was just a little girl before and did i even grow yet? (no i'm not. i'm small.. hehe). have i done with the school yet? work? that's too far, babe (well, actually i'm in the middle. going to finished with the degree in less than 3 months time and probably will work at some place someday). i'm still not ready. unprepared. how am i supposed to work? to do things my own? did i ever did that? oh, i'm not sure. perhaps i did but i just simply don't wanna admit it. ;p

well, what shall i do? just try to be as flexible as i will? pray a lot to find a suitable jobs for me? oh, before that i must pray a lot to end the study life as soon as possible? i don't know what i want. will time wait till i find the answer? NO.

but i have too much dreams to achieve, to accomplish. for that matter of fact, i know i have to find a job. (or jobs have to find me, either way..hehe) i need to get paid and achieve the dreams. amin. let's just see.

p/s: the picture below describe me at this current moment. yeah yeah nana balik this week.