tagged from julie

ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- mengamuk bagai nak gile.straight away curse him on his face.lepas da lepaskan geram semua until i satisfied.baru la akan ok.n forget bout it.haha

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- to have everything on my own way and nothing to be changed.

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- jack ass! but im a nice person xpernah lagi kick anyone's butt

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
- entoh la tu.i can do a lot of things with the money.will surely hired personal accountant consultant to tell me what to do.perhaps my parents

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
- who knows. n i wont mind. ada baeknya juga.try listening to lucky by jason mraz and colbie

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- the more should be... being loved by someone

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- depends with my patient and the way that person treated me.but if i found someone that love me so much along the way, i would stop the waits.

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- try to seperate them.hahaha.pii mampuih la.xkesah

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- an actor of course

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- why not. im still a friend for most of my ex

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
-having fun with my own life

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- tak sempat bertaubat

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- fierce.haha.

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- i can't decide. i think i would love to be married and rich

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
- im not a consistent person.sometimes i straight to the bathroom, sometimes i watch tv 1st, sometimes aku terus cari mknan.

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- yeah. in any relationship. family,friends,love.i appreciate every relation i have. however, if i dnt get the same i might be very dissapointed. ditegaskan disini.tiap org ade interpretation masing2 utk the word 'give all'. jgn la jadi bodoh nak bagi segalanya membabi buta.ade otak boleh pikir.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- good question. i would rather chuz the one that luv me more than anything else and prove it with the action. best man win

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- i easily forgive but i might hardly forget

NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
-redha je. i care less bout this

TWENTY. List 5 people to tag
1. Azra
2. julie
3. dean
4.
5.

test! test! test!

aku terlibat dgn MUET test. fuh.memberangsangkan tak ayat pembuka kata aku tu? huahuahau. penat la dengan test,exam ke ape ke semua ni. dah agak bosan. MUET ade 4paper as u all know la kan? reading,listening,writing and speaking. speaking test ni lebih awal around 2 to 3 weeks daripada test-test yang laen.

while in the waiting room, everybody dress appropriately. as said in the exam slip.tu pun aku tebace dah last-last minute. aku pakai cam smart casual je.time nak grab heels tibe-tibe rase mcm lambat pula.so aku decide utk pakai seliper je.tibe kat waiting room semua org pakai kasut.haha.padan muka aku kan?siap ade yang pakai formal lagi tu.mak aiii.tapi nasib la ade geng.one of my guy frend masuk waiting room lambat.dia salah venue.awek die cakap kat tempat laen.nasib dia cepat sikit.so, dia pakai seliper juga.dia tanya soalan yang aku nak tanya dia gak.kenapa diaorang pakai formal?mungkin boleh dapat extra marks kot.apa-apa pun.nasib baik la aku tak kena bar dari test tu sebab pakai seliper.hehe.tengok! sampai ke situ imiginasi aku.

speaking test susah? kinda. some said that i had an interesting topic to elaborate. oh, didn't i mention that i've taken the speaking test.today. and to me, i was sux. whatever. past is past rite? focus on the other paper from now on (ah.cakap je). so, the topic sounds a lil bit like this 'the greatest transformation in life'. im the candidate c (tu pun nk ckp ke?) and my point is electrical appliances. and hell! im not sure what is the meaning of that word 'appliances'. ahah!luckily we had a chance to ask the invigilator. what a start. my individual test wasn't really good seperti yg aku ade bace dlm buku, individu mmg agak susah daripada group presentation sebab mase group, we get help from others kan?man.. i was left with 20seconds speechless.pointless.mula je ckp excited then suddenly i become so blur.blank.sebab point dah abes ckp.ive tried to add and think of other point but it doesn't come out.haha.

abah told me to improve that flaws.i was gelabah n terburu-buru.i shouldn't.dari dulu abah da cakap.i look too confident when im panic or nervous and my voices will be damn loud and clear.haha.memang nampak macam melampau. and sometimes i look pale sebab nervous.(need make up to cover it huh?).padahal dalam hati dah macam nak gugur jantung ni.that is me.will try my best to improve it better.susah la nak berubah.however, i feel so relieve that i finally overcome the test.whatever the results, i would accept it.aku dah lalui semua tu.so, aku juga la yang kena tanggung akibatnya.wish me luck for the next exam.

polaris lyric

save me
i can't run this time
am i under a spell?
fighting for my life?
so far gone
can't turn it round
i feel buried alive
i am screaming out

terror in your eyes, your heart is racing
for the innocence we lost will not return
we know we can't go on
but we're still holding on
don't let me be the one to drag you down

in the silence
in the lonely night
when you're frozen with fear
when you're paralyzed
too delicate
your fragile mind
it's so hard to stay
in love with life


by ASH

p/s: just wanna share some nice songs.

cover: pacarku

pictures

menonton wayang. "the mummy" with abg andy rawzi dari ASNB jb utk meraikan last day beliau dan kak fida.

(dari kiri: julie, azwin, malissa, kak fida, abg andy and chidot)

lunch hour la kononnya. nak beli ticket wayang kat carefour bersama-sama pada office hour.

hari ni kiteorang keluar sempena nk sambut last day kiteorang. sedih. esoknya birthday lisa.bermakna, lastday kiteorang sama dgn bday lisa. kesian kat dia. kiteorang berbuka sama kat mcD

time ni kat rumah baru kak aniez. lepas kiteorang settlekan kerja kiteorang gi sekolah, kak aniez bwk gi rumah baru dia sebab nk pasang lampu.

time ni june xdapat datang kerja. so she's been left out utk sambut birthday boss kat mcD

haha. kesian kepala mereka tak dapat masuk dlm gmbar. time ni kat sekolah tun perak, jasin.

with ayu, kak fida and reen. diaorang abes awal sikit dari kiteorang berlima ni

aku, june and lissa kena pakai tudung time ni sebab kiteorang gi sekolah agama.

sekian dulu.nanti baru upload yg laen-laen.banyak la. kekurangan mase sekarang ni.bye2

Delta year. first trimester

Gosh! It’s such a relief to finally finish the intern. But above all, I miss all the experience berada di sana for once. Oh, and I am truly, sincerely miss all the moment with the others yg buat praktikal especially the last 4 persons left with me (lisa, chidot, june and julie). ( Kak Fida, Ayu, Reen, and Fizi yg lebih awal tinggalkan kitaorang berlima je kat opis buat borang hehe). Not to be left the staffs there, boss, kak aniez, abg lan, abg shidi, abg zul, abg kheirul and kak zai. Before I forgot, abg andy yg relief ke melaka dari ASNB JB utk gantikan tempat kak aniez yg cuti maternity (betulke? ye la kot.2bulan cuti dpt baby girl lagi tu) .

Everything went well for me and Julie. Mula-mula dulu bukan maen lagi aku mengira hari nak cepat abis praktikal. Tak tau pulak akan enjoy macam ni. Nasib baek ade member sekepala. Kerja memang la lepak (penat). Daripada org yg jarang gila tidur senja, aku jadi org yg kerap sangat tidur. Pantang dapat peluang mesti tidur, nasib baek tak tidur kat office je. Sampaikan dalam kereta balek dari office pun leh tertidur-tidur. kesian julie selalu keseorangan drive (oleh kerana aku tumpang kerta dia ari-ari). Tak perlu terkejut kalau terpandang aku tidur depan tv atas sofa merah setiap kali sampai rumah. Kononnya nak tunggu ezora start. Tapi habit tu tak lama la, lebih kurang 2 bulan pertama je.

Unlike mase kat campus amik subject susah and memeningkan kepala. Sampai nanges dibuatnya dek kerana tak kental menghadapi cabaran dan dugaan study. Time praktikal tak de pulak aku nanges. Alhamdulillah. Tapi kenyataannya ada gak aku rindukan campus. Nak pergi kelas jadi pendengar setia kepada setiap inci perkataan dari lecturer ataupun kadang-kadang jadi tukang bising kat belakang.

Teringat bila yg laen dah abis praktikal, tinggal la kami berlima. Sama-sama abiskan masa dgn kerja-kerja gila yg sememangnya seronok. Even if it’s not, tetap gak akan seronok sbb dpt spent time with them. Thanks guys. Pagi-pagi kalau takde nak pergi ke sekolah atau mana-mana organization, kami minta permission dari boss nk gi breakfast. Sebelum-sebelum ni rasenya tak de pun aku nampak budak-budak nk keluar breakfast. Kiteorang ikut kepala kiteorg je. Kalau tak kasi, kiteorg tak pergi la. Tapi boss tak pernah pula tak kasi. Banyak kan yang kite buat sama-sama? Walaupun utk jangka mase beberape bulan je. Kalau kena pergi sekolah pula, kitaorg akan request nak isi tangki perut dulu. Kalau tak, memang kerja kiteorg kurang effective. Penat,haus pelbagai sakit dtg. Pengalaman breakfast dgn mereka lah yg paling diingati sampai bila-bila. Kiteorang kalau sama-sama asik gelak je. Bila tibe time puasa pula, kiteorang ade gi bazaar sama-sama. Riuh-rendah jadinya. Bak kate shida atau chidot “gegak gempita la win ni”. Mana taknya, jun tak abis-abis menyakat aku. Kata yg bukan bukan seperti “terpancut bdk tu tgk win”. Dah la jun selalu joget menggoda sambil nyanyi lagi perhaps. Sampai sekarang aku masih tergelak kecil bile teringat. Kalau lisa pula, memang la dia ni sangat-sangat toya, muka yg kurang ekspresi. dia dan jun selalu panggil aku bdk kecik. Yg buatkn aku lbh dekat gan dia sbb aku tergelak dgr ayat-ayat die dan berharap dia pun turut gelak tapi dia biasa-biase je. Makin la galak aku gelak selalunya. Nasib la tak terkeluar mata ni sebab air mata je yg keluar. Memang aku tak akan lupa segalanya. Kenangan yang indah semata. Kiteorg gi jalan sama-sama lepas waktu pejabat, tengok wayang, aerobic, buat borang, menyanyi, menari, mengumpat, banyaknya lagi. Tak tersenarai dah.

Hari last kiteorang, sedih sangat. Shida abis awal seminggu dari aku, jun and Julie. Yang paleng tak best, lisa tinggal sorang-sorang sampai akhir bulan 11 nanti. Kesian gila kat die. Mesti paling terseksa sebab die masih lagi kat office. SORANG. Sebelum abis aritu, kiteorang ada seisi first impression. Masing-masing cerite pengalaman masing-masing mase baru masuk. Semua tak sangka yang kiteorang akan rapat macam ni. Walaupun shida abes awal, tapi kerap gak dia melawat kiteorang kat opis tu. Tambahan pula mase jun ade problem n die nk confront gan boss, shida ade utk teman jun. Last-last aku,Julie gan lisa pun terlibat gak dlm perbincangan tu. Harap sangat kiteorang tak akan lost contact. Sebelum last day kiteorang tu, kiteorang keluar buka sama. Lima-lima ada. Kiteorang ni konon-konon girl power la. Banyak gambar kiteorang amik. Last day kiteorang sama tarikh gan bday lisa. Kesiannya kat die. Kiteorang siap buat biography lagi. Tinggalkan kenangan sebelum nk berpisah. Tapi kiteorang dah plan nak beraya rumah boss n staff yang laen raya nanti. Insyallah kalau xde aral, blh la jumpe n bergelak lagi gan dieorang.

Sampai sini dulu coretan pasal praktikal aku selama 4bulan di ASNB Melaka. Satu pengalaman yang tak akan aku lupakan. Banyak yang aku belajar. Terima kasih kepada semua. Salam.

p/s: sori la kalau ada ayat-ayat yang tak jelas, grammatical error ke, pokoknya yg boleh membuatkan korang tak paham.laen kali akan perbaiki.tegur lah ye kalau ade?

and it ends

management accounting1,
macroeconomics,
business law,
marketing communications,
marketing research
marketing information and technology
(3last subject are my major subject)

this trimester (same maksud dgn semester utk ipt lain.mmu lain sikit sebab we all ada 3semester in one year) i took 6subjects. these subjects sangat mencabar but i learnt a lot through this 6 subjects. mungkin sebab aku dah nak dekat-dekat final year, subjek jadi makin susah. tak tahu la untuk orang lain tapi aku memang susah nak bawak subjek-subjek sem ni. kusut. well, sebenarnya tujuan aku nak cerita pasal sem ni dan pembelajaran aku yang semakin merundum ni.haish

kebanyakkan subjek yang aku ambil sem ni ada midterm exam.kecuali untuk marketing research dan marketing it. walaubagaimanapun, aku rasa semua subjek tu buat aku rasa meluat sebab ada banyak assignment.untuk major subject aku memang satu kewajipan untuk ada melambak-lambak assignment.paling kurang pun 2assignment.

untuk subjek marketing research, tak boleh nak buat assignment last minute. kena ikut schedule and plan dia dgn betul. dari awal tak boleh ketinggalan. subjek marketing it pula, kena buat blog dan website plus ada quiz and presentation. sudah la aku rabun it, pening gak kepala nak buat assignment ni.tapi alhamdulillah assignment blog kitaorang dapat markah tinggi juga la. (http://thekazas.blogspot.com/) tak lupa juga ucapan terima kasih kepada yang membantu dalam menayakan assignment blog ini.hehe. last but not least, marketing communication.ada 2task yang diberi pada kitaorang, we need to submit the report and we need to present one of the task given. dah la grupmate lecturer yang decide. that was the first assignment, the second assignment was an event. all classmate need to participate to organize an event which is 'consumer fair'.

untuk 3 subjek yang bukan major, bukan lah nak kata tak penting malah lebih penting dan mengusutkan kepala. nak-nak accounting.aku dah la sangat membenci accounting subjek ni. tapi yang penting sekarang exam da lepas. sekarang tinggal lagi dua paper untuk aku jawab. macro dan marketing research. harap-harap semua boleh jawab.amin.

lepas habis exam ni, [GDO] dah plan nak jumpa. biasa memang kitaorang mesti jumpa before cuti.mmu cuti tak lama.cuti sem kitaorang paleng lama pun 3minggu je.tak pernah merasa cuti lama-lama atau berbulan-bulan macam ipt lain.kitaorang dikerah setiap masa sampai lah kitaorang habis study kot. awal-awal dulu ada la cuti 5minggu, lepas tu je dah tak ada lagi cuti lama. tak pasti apa sebabnya.

sekejap je masa berlalu. dah nak masuk 3tahun aku study.kalau ikutkan tahun depan aku dah graduate. insyallah. bulan june ni aku dah jadi senior atau lebih cool dipanggil budak final year.haaha.makin tua rupanya aku.tak sedar.rasa macam baru semalam kenal dengan subba,dan yang lain-lain.

terasa malas nak cuti pulak. sebab masing-masing akan balik hometown. lagipun cuti aku cuma seminggu sebab praktikal aku start 2hb june selama 4bulan.dah bersediakah aku ni? gerun je rasa.tak pa la, sekurang-kurangnya aku dapat berehat dari exam untuk sem depan ni. cuma mungkin ada masalah dan halangan lain yang terpaksa aku lalui sebab aku still ada report and presentation yang perlu diberi pada lecturer. doa aku agar semuanya berjalan lancar la untuk aku. bertuah gak aku dapat tempat praktikal dekat melaka siap ada kawan lagi. seronok la sikit

so, sem kali ni memang membuatkan aku rasa diri makin tua dan aku semakin hampir di penghujung. kerja aku makin melambak-lambak. sekarang je aku dah kena start cari bahan untuk subjek lepas praktikal aku nanti. FYP (final year project) ada 1 dan 2. segala pengajaran yang aku dapat sem ni, akan aku ingat sampai bila-bila. pengalaman happy dan tak happy pun akan dikenang selalu. aku masih dalam proses belajar. sekarang aku tersenyum, teringat segala yang berlaku sem ni. i will miss all my friends. happy holidays! ni la yang aku rase setiap kali hujung sem.tak reti nak describe feelings ni. till then.have a nice day.take care