Pain in reality

Yes. for i have been busy lately. With something personal indeed. Ehemm. (with face down to cover the blush on my cheek)

Well, i'm going to write about something more personal and a bit sensitive here but the reality is rather painful isn't it?

No.this has nothing to do with me n my bloody life, alright. I have to put this before everyone who ever read this could jump into false judgment.haha.

I'm sure most of us have read and heard the news bout 'peterporn'. I'm here just to add up some opinion. Might be at good or bad side. What else to say,it had spread to all of us.everyone's talking bout that i supposed.

I pity both of them in the scene/video.i wanted to know how the story ends and hope that this story doesn't ends like other stories that just remain close and blown with the wind.

irony.i want this to be stopped but at some point i want the investigation to get its final result.the laptop of that male singer has been stolen and unfortunately all that dirty x-rated video is in there.i bet this must be the male singer sex collection or what-so-ever it's his personal.if he were really intended to spread it to the whole world he should did that long ago but he didn't.he kept it safe to himself until the laptop was stolen.damn that robber. but ya, i did wonder does the laptop really got stolen? i have no clue at all.

if he were to be charged under his action of spreading the video,it's not fair.only if it's proven true that he's found guilty.but if he's charged under doing 'sex' before marriage,maybe it is rather fair.does they even muslims?i don't know.huhu

p/s: i don't know? I should have known before even writing bout this at first place but i just feel like writing it so i did.this is just an opinion and a feeling to be shared or not.

something to share

I've been excitedly trying to finished up my reading of this one novel called 'do you come here often?' by Alexandra Potter. it was good to finally - for almost a week nearly come to the ending of the story. well, actually to be honest i was cheating as i peek a look at the last page to know the ending. i can't help it. perhaps that's one of another habit of mine.

it's about how do you know when someone is the right one? i was wondering and curiously searching the answer in the entire story. i probably happen to find it in there.
it stated that
'It's got nothing to do with luck.'
'It's about being with the right man.' and how do we know when someone is the right one?
'you'll know'.

and I'm certain that we will. all of us will (am more to telling myself right now) :)
I know the right ones will fight for this. will stand for the relationship. for 'them'. for their own sake. not for anyone else. not even their alter-ego, selfishness, silliness or anything else in the whole world could defeat them from saving and fighting for the relationship/love they have.

night! i wish I'll find mine. the right man. my Mr right. (I'm not saying that I'm still searching or been waiting patiently, he'd probably standing in front of me). It's just a matter of time and deep within me is hoping and out of all i really wished that i ain't have a bad timing that it wasn't too late.

'After all, they say the best things in life are worth waiting for' Dr. Cupid in the story once told in the novel. wink ;)

10 things i hate about you

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all.

p/s: ever heard of this? i love the quote. got this from one of my favorite movie, '10 things i hate about you' ever since my previous laptop been robbed, i never get the chance to watch this movie all over again. :(

hendak

tolong!!! nak tengok IPman dengan Ironman. secepat mungkin

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i have:

1. preciousca bella
2. orlando ogata
3. baby
4. pentra adora
5. della
6. dixie
7. brownieszathura

i know. i have it all. Alhamdulillah. i wish that life treat me good. :) sometimes when i look back, my life is not that bad somehow. i can still consider myself lucky as compare to other that even worse that me. i pray that they'll have their time. that they'll finally feel that no one's life has been perfect. live your life and remember that everything happen for reasons. just pray that god will give us strength to face it all.

mood: thankful

a sigh

i have flaws
and i have so much scar
that not to be shown

i cried and laugh
i fall and rise
i did it all by myself

you'll have friends n family
who cares to death about you
there's no doubt bout it
but in the end
you'll still die alone

the fact is
no matter how hard
you've been trying
to explain n tell others
bout the thing you feel
bout everything you've thought
anything across your mind
you'll finally find
your ownself who struggling
to find the way out

no one could ever do anything
if you refuse to help yourself
no one would believe you could
if you ignore to feel and believe in you

you could ask help by anyone in the whole world
but remember, still you yourself
who should help yourself at the first place
you are responsible for everything that happen
and god knows
god knows everything
leave the rest to him
and he'll guide you to the right path

curest

shopping list!!!

1. handphone (the model will be kept confidential)
2. new hair-do
3. debtors settlement (sigh~)

hahaha. whatever. ada aku kesah. ada aku kesah kenapa aku jadi gila macam ni? ada aku kesah on your bloody fuc*king face that you showed? you're a jerk creature. a freaking monster like comes from hell that love making others life miserable. you've dirty heart that you don't deserve to be forgiven yet i still forgive you but i'm not going to forget whatever you've done wrong. since i won't have the chance to give you back, i'm sure God will. certain of that. you just wait. you'll see langit tu tinggi ke rendah. i'm sure one day you'll regret and if you don't well... you're so pathetic. and now i come to my senses that i know why you're not in pink of health. freak you siamang.